Sometimes,
I look around,
I see black lines of darkness rushing out to the pure, open air as the voice screeches in agony and anger.
I see their need to cry, I see their invisible tears of a painful heart building the terror and blankness into their eyes.
Yet,
I ask, how long will this last?
Everyone has their bad moments, right?
They hide it all in until they spill the whole bottle out.
They spill, they clean up the mess,
and usually feel relieved afterwards.
The past happened, no need to bring it up, because there are people out there trying to look after you. That's when you need to realise the importance of the ones that matter, even though it does not relate to your current state, nevertheless, they scale high enough to break your chains of the past to something better.
'Who's more important? Important enough to stay with you in your ups and downs and support with all their heart?'
When you hear that, you start to think, and later smile gently.
Glad and relieved to know where you are going, and move from then on.
It's a nice feeling.
大丈夫。いつも、大丈夫だ。
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