School is tomorrow and I don't even know if I'm even ready for it! Oh wells, can't be that bad, right?


Anyways need to go tutor todayy ~ since Chinese New Year is on Thur, I have to change it to today. Just hope my friend won't get lost picking me up... GOOD LUCK TO HER. (Y). 
The work load just increased and it's only the ending of the holidays... T__T . Oh, and only have 6 pages til I finish that noob maths booklet :D I'm getting there, it's just a whole heap of repetitive, annoying maths questions that was learnt a few years ago. 


Nice ending to the holidays, isn't it?
Anyways, can't wait to see everyone when we get back ^^ <3

Okay, this is a quote that's on my background. ~ I should be working... but I'll do it after this :D

I have a weird tendency to want to watch/listen to anime while doing work for some reason. Only the random/neutral ones.
Work is going to increase and eat me up til I go nuts T_T.
Okay going to make list of what I need to do/finish so I won't forget!

• Finish english tutor work that is due on Sunday; call friend about picking me up for tutor.
• finish Youth Allowance form
• finish 3u tutor before Wednesday
• finish that damn Maths booklet! 4^%$#^$%&^@&@&%
• finish 3 pages for piano theory
• practice for L's

They do really go well with each other! :D

wowwwwwwwwowowowowowowowowowowwwww . 
This drama is pretty good :) First Korean drama I have watched! Then again I had no idea what the heck they were saying... I'm too used to japanese dramas/animes these days. Nothing's bad with a little mix. :D
So I finished it within two days! >:D Didn't want to procrastinate watching it since I had other things coming up later on. So it's all good. 



Ended up downloading the whole OST. :L





School's up in a week and I need to finish that damn maths booklet. Also fill out forms, practice some tests, finish all tutor hw and practice for piano exams. 

I actually did work for the whole day. 
ショック！
Though it's just basically copying out notes for english tutor. Which is a lot cause I didn't do it earlier. D: And the teacher is going to check it next week T_T
Ahhh ~ so much things to do yet don't know where to start! 
It seems hard to concentrate on work when anime is on... yet it's better to than having a bored mind and avoid any bad thinking coming along~


Oh yeah! Yesterday went to Endeavour Education to buy some textbooks. It pretty much had everything! O__O ~ Took like an hour to find since mum forgot the name of the place ... and later on she mentions that the word 'education' was part of the name. It's good to have a phone with internet at times. :D


2u maths tutor is starting soon, better get ready!!! >___< !

Got it off キちゃん＜３ I think you remember your nickname from ages ago ;DD


Cross out the things you’re afraid of and put you’re score at the top.

the dark 
staying single forever
being a parent
giving birth
being myself in front of others
open spaces
closed spaces
heights 
dogs
birds
fish
spiders 
flowers or other plants
being touched
fire
deep water
snakes 
silk
the ocean
failure
success
thunder/lightning 
frogs/toads
my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
boyfriends/girlfriends mom
rats 
jumping from high places 
snow
rain
wind
crossing hanging bridges
death 
heaven
being robbed 
falling 
clowns
dolls
large crowds of people
men
women
having great responsibilities
doctors, including dentists
tornados 
hurricanes 
incurable diseases
sharks
friday the 13th
ghosts 
poverty
halloween
school
trains
odd numbers
even numbers
being alone
becoming blind 
becoming deaf 
growing up
creepy noises in the night 
bee stings
not accomplishing my dreams/goals
needles
blood
dinosaurs
the welcome mat
high speed
throwing up
falling in love
super secrets
If you repost this, it’s been requested that you title it “I’m afraid of _ out of 69 common fears”
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.

Woo~ getting better at playing this.. :D


Everything shall start this week.
- Piano & 3-day tutor lessons. woo..~
- Should finish buying the rest of the things I need for school too!
- Need to sort things out with some stuff...


Year 11, 
CRAP. Last time I remembered, I was in Year 7 ! - -!! What happened during the last few years... A heck of things happened. 
Oh wells. :D

I need to grow out of the habit of going on social networking when I know that majority of the time, there are no updates within the time period I was on the first time and the second. ~ 
But I still check cause I'm bored! D:
Which sucks cause I'm suppose to be working/studying hard!
and school is coming up so.. *slump*




oh wells.
We'll see what shall happen!

What happened to 'I WILL DO MY BEST IN 2011! AND WORK MY ASS OFF THIS YEAR!'
で、didn't really work out. = ='
I haven't finished the maths and it's so much work! It's sooooo repetitive... ~.~


Lately I've been lacking sleeping and watching anime non-stop. Lovely Complex is an awesome anime/manga series! It's one of those animes that reflects your feelings one way or another. But they got a happy ending. Need to find mine. ^^

Okayyy ~ went to SeaWorld today~ it was pretty fun :D omgg some of the rides looked hectic! But went on the JetRescue one. x]
Majority of the day was based on looking at animals, walking, and buying stuff. Had a good day, except for being burnt by the sun... x.x


Floods are still worrying me. Hope I can get home without any problems. *fingers crossed !!! * It's currently sprinkling but I don't like the idea of rain at this point in time.. :/
I hope the floods will stop and start to dry up so everyone can fix up everything in Queensland. Good luck to anyone or anyone's loved ones/friends etc there. >__


You know what? I spent my holidays quite splendidly without thinking about 'that' problem. Once I come back, I want to meet you face-to-face and tell me what do you see. I didn't change much. But you did, to the point of realising something that I would fear, and would never think about, happening. We'll see what happens. Or else I won't try anymore. And I won't talk to you as much. There's much point if you don't feel like it. :/
Good luck to you. Even though there is a high chance of you not reading this. 


Hope everyone is having a great time in their holidays and enjoy it while you can! 

There was a post I was suppose to post up before, and now currently in the drafts corner... cbb publishing it T___T maybe some day. LOL


Anyways, went to Wet n Wild today! ^__^ It was awesome (: never knew rides could be so fun (yesh, considering that I'm like how old...?). We (me, sister, sister's friend) went on majority of the rides while our parents were just siting somewhere talking for 3-4hours. Getting to like them. But that's because it was on water. Not sure about others e.g rollercoasters. ~__~! 
So tired. And stairs suck. D: Every ride has a staircase. GAHHHH ~ T___T
But it was very fun! ^__^ I'm glad that I went.
Thanks to some people still supporting me right now!


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You know what? Yeah, I'll go with the flow. No problem. If life decides it, then it did. It's great to know that you contradict yourself so much enough that it burns within. But it doesn't matter now. I going to live it this holidays. 
Sucks to see what your up to lately... sometimes I don't want to know. ==

It really is.
Very.
Seriously.
Ahh..


Right now, I'm hoping too much for the unlikely. The optimism that deludes you in reality and keeps on going. It just feels a bit sad to know that you still hope for the best or it'll go your way in the very end. You end up getting hurt anyway. No, you think it'll go fine, like the way it was before. 
Feels a bit pathetic in a way...


Optimism is good. But too much will give you long periods of delusions. 


I don't know what to really look forward to at the moment. It's all too confusing. 
You better be happy. I'm the one looking after you and you're the one in tears and pieces, instead of me. I can't get my point to you cause it already hit you deeply, didn't it? It hurts to think doesn't it? 


Come up to me and face me. Stop running away. I know you're better than that. If you don't, then I'll use force. = =


-
sorry for the bj fcbhdirnhvldirn post. ~

You Don't Realise How Much Someone Means To You Until they're not there anymore..

 - Unknown

Screw it.
I cbf to be bothered anymore.
Once you said it, I have no motivation left.
You looked at the consequences, and you probably mostly likely are right.
I have a war within.
I don't know what to think.


も～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～！！！！！！
何これ！？
！
どうして？！
ほんとに。。。
心は痛いですよ。
友達ね～むりですよ。
そして、
さようなら。

You feel as if nothing's going anywhere. As if the current is flowing, but in which direction?
You want to express yourself to others, but can't properly.
But when you do, you get this blessed feeling of delight within your heart.
A smile that waited to bloom onto our delicate faces.
Beautiful.


Everything needs to end with a smile.
No matter what happens, it needs to.
You know why? 
Problems hurt.
Negativity destroys you.
Tears flow in sorrow.
Chest throbbing with pain.


No one wants this.
No one truly does no matter how they lived.


A forced smile does more than you think. It tells you your strength, your strength that outshines others. Your heart hurts, but it tells you that you are more than you think. Uniqueness flows differently in each of our veins. 
Although, we have limits. You are never weak to show that you reached your limit. Crying everything out helps a heck lot. But with someone there, you feel calm and relieved. 


Listening to problems doesn't mean that you aren't helping. 
Showing that you care doesn't mean that you can't help them.


~
Very tired... *yawn* 

That feeling when someone replies in an instant.
You don't know if they actually read your comment or they are an ultra fast reader/typer then yeah. Reasonably.
But yeah, LOL.


Life's been  bit.... off? xD
I'm staying home most of the time procrastinating my ass off. Which is a horrible idea when you have a list to do! NOOOOO!
I have to stop being lazy... 


And where's that math's booklet... I need to find it D:

You want to know who you really are.
What others think about you.
What goes on in other's minds.






You just don't know what to do .

First two days of the New Year = boiling like a fish in boiled water. -_-


Well it wasn't that bad :D 
Fireworks were pretty :3
hehe...


Anyways, I have no the computer these past few days. on YAHOO! Now I'm addicted to Yahoo! Answers. D: I randomly answer questions and express my opinion... And also, emailing my jap friend :D very happy because this is my first time xD! (Thanks to Sandy.N & Ms Bellamy :D)
And my Japanese is very noob.. and I can tell.. NEED TO STUDY MORE! D:<


Lot of things happening this month. Which makes me a bit pressured in many ways.. >.< Oh wells. I think I can get this done! (I hope)


And good luck to Kim on the L's test!! Lucky girl! >.

Boom boom boom! 
The fireworks were pretty cool :D
hehe.

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