School Certificate is in two weeks...! and not really bothered to do any work!
Usually it's the weather... The hot stuffy wind that makes you all drowsy and lazy.. >__<
ORR// the room's temperature is a bit off (?)


Going to start soon at least..
now?
..
later. x.x


oh yeah.. been secretly playing games when I'm suppose to sleep.. maybe that's why I'm partially tired! D: < 
T_T


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ちょっと、つまれなう　よ。

No sleep-ins anymore.

FRIDAYYY! yayayay! school & tutor are done and weekends are coming!
Let's see what's been up todayy ..
MATHS - Had a sub. Catching up on a tonne of hw I didn't finish during the past few weeks.. ^^'
ENGLISH - FINALLY, OUR TRIALS RESULTS. got 61/90. I did so crap in the Multiple Choice. Is that normal? And was very happy with the writing :D Cause I never thought I'll get a really good mark for the writing bit... Just wait for the actual thing.
RECESS - I can't remember what happened..I can't really keep track with time these dayys... >__<
GEOGRAPHY - played Mahjong nearly all the way through the lesson. Sir was talking about immigration & emigration etc. 
COMMERCE - was okay. I'm still not used to the teacher yet. :/
LUNCH - Got hit on the back 2 times by a handball T_T. *moves bag behind me* (Y). FULL-PROOF! >:D hehe .
ENGLISH - All I remember was.............. I can't remember what happened this period for some reason.
P.E - LOVED THIS PERIOD :D. Joined p.e with 10F. Awesome people :D Played Soccer. Half of the people were in the middle of the field while everyone else was playing :L. 10F won with.. i don't remember the points... oh wells! :L


AFTER SCHOOL - Had tutor D;
But it was pretty funny :] More active that usual.. :D


Very hyper atm.. :3
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Dear gosh, my dad will seriously give me a heart-attack one day.

Yes, a bit of change doesn't hurt?
The simplistic look is awesome :]
Then again, it's very grey... OH WELLS. Doesn't hurt the eyes when reading. xD


Anyways, today was alright. (like always?)
I was very hyper today. Like more extreme than usual. I don't even know if I should consider that a bad or a good thing. o_o Because of that chunk of energy released during the day, I was dead tired in tutor xD
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sleep.
off and away!




:DD

I am currently trying to get used to the new MSN 2011. 
First impression: OH MY WTF. THEY KILLED IT!
Very confusing. It looked like facebook for a second! O_O
So yeah. Good features, a bit overwhelming. la.
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Very random today.
Like the mood when neutral -> down -> up -> neutral. Something like that.
Not going to go into much detail.
+ my mood went very high today. Odd.?
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JAPANESE listening Test tmr.
Lovely. Apparently it's going to be a bit hard. according to Jess. D;
Probably because they speak too fast .. T_T
And got tutor tmr & fri. Need to do the hw or I'm screwed!


BLANKKKKK MINNNNDDDDD!
SLEEP.
8]

NOOOOO! It doesn't feel complete! Does Lelouch live?! What's with all these hints?
Guess it's just one of those animes that have those 'LEAVE IT UP TO THE VIEWER'S IMAGINATION' endings D: The anime was great and all! D: Now I get why when people give a short summary of Code Geass they say: 'It's about this guy that makes everyone hate him for the sake of peace...' or something along those lines.


Sorry for the 'anime fan' post xD. Just couldn't be helped :D


These images just makes me smile. Although I think they are fan-made.
So much arguments and discussions of the questioning of Lelouch's death. 

LET'S SEE.
going to step away from sad posts and go back to ol' neutral posts! yay! ...... ? o.o!


TODAY:
DOUBLE ART - I found it interesting :D the guys were just talking about random stuff and calling my sketch of my wonderland 'asian'. Also, sort of stressing about the japanese speaking test (sorry miss for not doing the actually work the whole time!!! T.T) Also searched palindromes. Very cool. :D Yo, banana boy! hehe. Love that one. xD it actually works reading it on both ends O.O!!
RECESS - Talked about random stuff :D
MATHS - I am VERY thankful for today. Cause Miss didn't get up to my name on the role!! >.< So happy! cause I havent finish much excercises.. uh oh.. T.T
P.E - Well actually had a test instead. Wasn't as hard I expected it to. :D
LUNCH - hmm.. i remember there was a fight again. ha. x.x' and ate michael's muffin's and shaw's cookies~! DOUBLE YUM! mwahaha ..! cookiee..... :DDDD
JAPANESE - Test! I do not know why I was so stressed! IT was pretty good :D but not fair! some people didn't need to read the whole thing D': 
ENGLISH - The count down begins. Its just funny how every lesson at least ONE person will check their time until the lesson is over :L. English was okay. Some people were a tad bit pissed... D;
Overall, this that was pretty good :D
knew some things :D ..


Excuse any bad english...

I thought I was in a okay state. 
Guess not.


The lack of patience within time and life.
The urge to scream to the world your feelings and anger.
The confusion of what's what, what's real, or what's not real.
The sadness of knowing you didn't make someone smile.
The anger boiling acidly through my unstable self.
The worries crushing down my mind ever so slowly...


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I'm sorry, but seriously, I thought you would of reacted differently towards my actions. But instead, you just leave. Yeah, leave. You know I wasn't in a good mood, yet you yourself got carried away. I'm sorry that I'm very emotional. I can't carry myself up properly. Though leaving the conversation on the most painful moment hurts so much. - then you just sudden come back saying sorry. and hanging up right after leaving me wordless. 
내가 김대건 사랑

of the heart and the mind.


OR is it?


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Assumptions can really piss you off in your own head, can't it?

SO...
Just had piano. Had a decent talk to my piano teacher about philosophy and psychology in uni. And other things about uni. Can't believe that they don't check whether or not we do our hw or not! (hm.. well that's what she said). Although...can't really escape exams if you haven't done the hw. damn.
So back into confusion. What to do in the future? Hm.
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Lately, been feeling off. Like LITERALLY off. That big confusion in your head where you go 'Where the heck am I?' Keep thinking it's actually my mind acting the way it likes. It's always scared.. running/avoiding. Until that one day, you crack and you go wtf. Also, LACK OF SLEEP DOES NOT HELP ONE BIT. School really killed it. Wish there was a sleeping period. That'll be funny actually :L.
But... yeah. Very frightened of losing everyone for some reason. Scared. Or it's just me? Maybe I'm the only one going funny/weird here? Maybe it's not by coincidence. I don't know DDD:
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'I don't know'. 
Oh yeah, starting to actually REALIZE that this phrase if frequently used a lot more than I actually thought. Delayed. 
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I'll say this. 
I have one eff-ed up mind. When I'm not in the right mood that is.
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&& I love the optimism. It sometimes even help me run away from my worries. Bad? No idea. Optimism is the only way a person can learn to live happily by throwing all the bs out of their lives. Hard? Yeah, I guess so. Depends on a person. 

BOO!

Leluoch, main protagonist. :D

boom. bum. blah. pow. o-o


week2 has started. and the 'w' key is not working properly. D:
I keep forgetting to draw something. mini-manga. it's in my head but it never gets down on paper. Dx very lazyyy.
okay soo... recently been playing Kingdom Hearts with my sister. :3 yeshyesh, gaming can get addictive. More like the story line got to us. Also, watching Code Geass. It's very good :L guess I underestimated of how good it actually is. :o 
Haven't seen much anime recently... more like I couldn't be bothered watching the new ones xDD and now... I ended up being sort of attached to one. Very bad. obsession might rise sooner or later. :L


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Time sweeps our past. It's now up to us to know what to do with the remains.

Well, been searching something :D
This website that you can make your own room with little funny animations xD. More like when I was in yr 5? I think. Anyways, found it! yay! good memories. Had fun being a kid. Which also reminded me of those korean-style cartoons I keep seeing randomly o: (oh, and google decided to change... or i'm delayed?)
In the end... I FOUND THEMMMMM!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! :DDDDDDDDDDD The drawing style is just beautiful :)


Here they are some of them :3  :

burning all the anime off my laptop cause it was lagging like crap. Haven't even watched all of them. Though I should.. hehe. 
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First proper school day of Term 4. Was good I guess. Very, very tiring at the end. More like I used it all up at Recess and Lunch LOL. 
Science - basically Miss was telling us about about our trials since she marked a few questions on like .. oh i don't know.. like about 100 PAPERS. O_O. Seriously don't know how teacher cope with marking. o.o' & started on EVOLUTION. ha...
History - was talking about random things :L. not doing much work... basically reading. Jess wanted a scary movie... Don't like that idea. LOL.
Recess - 一・二・三・いくぞー！じゃんけんぽい！  ’ダー！’　 ...    '何だ！コノヤロー！'   ... haha.funny xD
Commerce - Test officially on Friday. And need to do a title page. I thought we wouldn't ? x.x Anyways, just discussed stuff about the textbook.
English - Sport Selections sort of cut through half of it :D. Doing Girls Basketball :]. after that, just did a quiz on english. :L
Lunch - HAHAHA. funny. just funny. :L. IcedCoffee(?) can answer why. :L.
Art - did a huge crane, for a model for my sketch. talked and laughed. :3
Maths - This is when everything starts to feel blahhhhhhhhhhhhh. No energy. zero. zilch. wanted to sleep. learnt about parabolas &cubic. Was fine with it since I learnt that in tutor. So yeahh. x.x
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I WANT TO DRAW.

ALRIGHTTT. Had trials. Maths + Geo&History.
History was wayyy easier. In a way. Maybe cause I didn't mind geo since it's basically nearly all skills. Except that little problem at the very end.. a 15mark answer... I did NOT remember much about it x.x great. 


Wells, after school, had to wait in the car for 2hrs to wait for tutor. It was boiling @.@ ! doing your hw and in a boiling car does not mix well. Had tutor. Went home. 
uhh.. not in the best mood to go into detail... work overload + mental anger. =.=


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I'm waiting. Please figure it out before it's too late. :/

I can't help it. I haven't drawn in ages. You know why? Cause of school and tutor. Absorbing my precious time D:
T3T ..
Then again I should be studying History/Geography. ... = = '
damn. Oh wells. I'm too calm atm.


Ended up drawing a made up character for fire emblem.. tehehe. Yesh, I like RPG games. 8D I just get addicted to the storyline D; 
zzzzzzz ....... zzzz...


SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP. poo.

Holidays seemed dead. With all the studying and crap. haha. - - '
Just had Trials: English then Science.


English was okayy.. except the fact that I didn't know the Writing Section was part of the time given to us... I thought they' usually tell us!?  Had 1/2 hr left to finish it. Talk about rushing T.T Then again there were people who didn't know and didn't do it D: Lucky it was only the trials!! >.<
Lunch was short. WHAT HAPPENED TO AN HOUR OF LUNCHH D: T3T. Studying through Science basically o-o!
Science was okayy. The flow chart just completely lost me... 
After reading Donna's blog, I completely agree with her. They really need to learn how to grow up. = ='


blahh, let's see, maths + Geography&History.
I'm going to suck at history. Good luck to all Yr 10s tmr!

yoooooooooooooo!
First thing's first. IS IT ME OR BLOGSPOT GOT A BIT WEIRDER ...? or it's just me? Yes? No? oh wells. :L


Okayyy. Been gaming. badly. Fire Emblem is really addicting... the story line as well as since it's a RPG.. ehehe.. But, I still get tutor during the holidays. So it's like an AUTO-STUDY. hah.. 
School is in a few days. Trials first few days. GOOD LUCK TO ALL YEAR 10s! :DDD hm.. history is going to be a bit of a problem .. D: oh wells. 


Anyways, got a call from Dominos and apparently that person recently saw my application which I applied ages? or maybe cause someone quit or something... don't know. Well, mum thinks I shouldn't... cause it's best since I got tutor and piano 4 days a week. and yeah... and the lack of experience. But, depends on me I guess. I want to so I can get at least get some money so I don't have to ask for it from my rents. Don't know D: just hope Saryna gets accepted as well!! o:
Aside from that...
holidays is very deaddd ... since not going out and such DD:


*sleeps * zzz
CRAPPPP! NEED TO PRACTISE PIANOOOO...! x______________________X ....damn. have to do it ASAP! 

Because of daylight savings, it can really affect sleeping patterns. -___-
Since it's like one hour a head, it just feels weird.
Anyways, just woke up. Still tired. Weather is really cloudy.
Playing my sister's RestaurantCity & blogging.


Sort of just realised now (well did before but then forgot..), that you can seriously pretend to be someone so easily in a cbox/tagboard. Should keep that in mind. LOL. 


Also, I have Jennifer's anime right next to the laptop... I should remember to give it back.. had it for like more than half a year - -'


Remembered a dream. Then forgot it. More like I woke up at 4am and forgot it :P. Dream interpreting seems so interesting... should do it more one day...


Studying. ish. I NEED TO DO SOME PROPER STUDYING. Like sort of did. for like 15mins - -? I just get the motivation to study. But then again the 'lazy' side of me decides to say 'you know what? stay calm, and you'll pass.' yeahhhh...like I can stay clam. = ='...
Tutor today!. yay? 3 tutor days per week. It's just funny how people find that crazy while I'm like 'got used to it... after how many years?' cause I don't really have a choice but to accept this anyway. x____x


Wells, going off now. Mum's calling me. I'm really hungry dammit. And need a study session! blahhh .. 
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I want more apps.. damn. If only I kept telling myself that it might be a waste since I might not even play on them in the far future D:


so, went on that workshop on Saturday with the girls which was located in Liverpool. It was funny how we were like 'WE'RE LOST' when it was only like two streets away .. o-o can't read a map properly D: The teachers were really good there. Like they just HAD the motivation to teach us. Went to the two first sessions, though was split up from everyone D: Halfway through the first lesson (English), I realised Anthony was here xD. took time.. >.< Then had Recess. The others wanted to go but I decided to stay :L. Then they decided to stay then LOL. After the second session (science), had lunch and never came back :L. Since, I was fine missing on maths, but the others miss out of science o: DDR. yes. It's still fun in a way :D. but the newer ones are just... too high tech? Look cool, but the older ones usually are the best. 
Then ended up splitting up from group and walked around. Really random. yadda yadda yadda... Then went home by train. Thanks to Kim for the drive home! xD


Came home and Maplestory .. :D


... zzzzzz

Recap of the holidays:

• nothing much happening
• SC workshop tmr
• found formal dress (now need to pay for it..)
• tutor is getting really weirder.. (or it's just me).
• actually did studying during holidays but not enough
• 3 tutor days per week is still on during school holidays
• K-ON is ending D: 
• lack of sleep
• maplestory-ing (still a noob; no rebirths yet D:)
• feeling a bit anti-social... cause not talking to my friends everyday D: & mum won't let me out much! = =

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