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Maximum Ride: FANG.

Wow, haven't posted up for a while. Well, that's because my internet didn't like me ... but it was due to a simple mistake I did ..

Anyways, I read Maximum Ride: FANG and finished it yesterday! I read it in two days, which is probably pretty crazy for me ~ but it is a fantastic novel and loved it :). Though the Maximum Ride novels have been getting more 'romantic' and such each coming up novel. Then again, I don't mind it haha. But I did find out that there is another novel coming up in the series Maximum Ride: ANGEL! Publishing (in the US?) on the 14th February 2011! I thank Tamara for introducing me to the series :D !

Anyways, my days have been alriteeeeeeeeeeeeeee . I had an increase amount of paranoia(?) around me lately. Like scared of my personality was different and completely changed or something. Well, that was what my brain was telling me, but I'm not sure :/ I really do worry too much .. ^^' Buttttt .... I didn't mind and ignored it ~

Wells, I'm off. Mum's angry and irritated that I'm on the computer blogging.

- flies -

Close your eyes.

Find your heart.

Listen to it. Now,

Think within your mind, the memories you will need,

and cherish the ones that matter.

It's easy. Think it's hard?

Think again.

There are three things we need to do. Cherish, Forget and Look Forward to.

Forget your past.

Look forward to the Future.

and

Cherish your present.

Why do such simple, yet direct words seem so obvious to do and needs to be said again? Unfortunately not everyone takes great attention towards these words as it is a blur to them when in sadness/negativity.

The cycle of how problems work:

- The issue begins to appear.

- Our hearts start reacting.

- Our thoughts goes down the drain.

- Then causes disruption in our moods.

- Then, someone will listen to your distress.

(This either takes time to occur depending on the person's choice)

- That person will do their best to help you.

- Solution ends up disappearing, unfortunately remains in your memories.

- A smile is brought up.

And starts again and again. Well, sound short, but it all varies within time.

Also, sometimes problems don't usually go in this kind of way, though this is more of a general view.

In the end, my point is that every problem will end with life in smiles and positivity. That's why I sometimes preferably say to others, so they will be aware of how simple it is to solve issues. Then again, there are some add-ons which may make it harder to solve, but who said it's impossible?

By three methods we may learn wisdom: first, by reflection, which is noblest; second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest.

- Confucius

Let's see... ENGLISH EXCURSION was on today yayy :D! Since we didn't do any work haha. Just watched a play/theater and free time.

The play 'Moth' sort of confused me at the end since they mentioned that some parts did really happen and I was like 'So, which part was the reality bit?' But, the beginning was a bit hilarious and then came.. the increase amount of scaring xD. When they mean 'may contain some bad language', sometimes they mean a lot. Haha, but the swearing was funny actually :L. it was like LOLOLOLOL! And some bits were.. disgusting o-o? Even though, the play did have those moments where your mood just changes quickly with the play. Oh, and the girl's eyes! They were so scary under the lighting D: Then again, the make-up made it more scarier TT_TT . Butttt ~ overall, GOOD WORK :D really talented actors/actress. + the thunder in the middle of the play frikkin woke the crap out of everyone haha xD probably get a heartattack O_O'

Well, before we went to watch the play, We had a one hr break for eating etc etc. nomnom .. the food was yummy :D . everyone was buying stuff and sharing with the others xD hence, filling a lot of our stomachs :L . o: and Puja was eating wasabi by itself and her reaction : '.... this isn't spicy' our reaction: 'EHHHHHHHHHHH ?!?!?!'

Kim tried like a dot and she reacted quickly ~ afterwards, Jess did the same o: ! The things you learn these days :L.

After the play, I reckon everyone slept in the bus :L. Though I can't really do that since it's really uncomfortable to sleep in a bus .. so just day-dreamed about little things until we were back at school~

hmm.. didnt put that much detail but it was a fun day still :D .

NEXT: Tutor @ 6:30. lovely . Better finish my hw. >.>

S.H.E is the One - Concert ! 17th September 2010!

WOWOWOW! I never thought they'll come hereee to SYD! (ultra fan girl moment!) So many people in Australia begged that S.H.E would come here, and the fact that I saw this poster after KTV, my expression went 'HOLY !$%#%^%^%@$%@$^#@$' or something like that :D I seriously went crazy! UNFORTUNATELY, it's on at 8pm and mummy doesn't like it when its at night in the ct :/ so much for meeting themm *TT^TT* ..!

And I hope there would be a lot of people attending to the concert! Because I want the to come again when I'm like old enough to go anywhere 8D! ahh .. I'm too disappointed .. and its also on a FRIDAY, when I have damn TUTOR. TT_____________________TT ...!

Ahh~ so much for going DD: TT.TT ...

ahh, been thinking a lot deeper lately... of how the depth in thought and the wisdom created within oneself grows ... and lessons are hence, learned.

Well, today was first day of TERM3 of YR1O. And had a sudden urge to reminisce the years before this very day. Since School Certificate and the Trials were coming within either this term or the next, wouldn't hurt to look back, right?

So basically, one of the very common feelings that an individual usual gets when growing up; the feeling of being wanted. Ages ago, I used to always depict of where my name is when a friend was naming friends for a list etc. since it usually defines how much I mean to them (well, unless they point out its in random order, than thats different). Before, it's not that I was purposely doing it, it's just I wanted to know how much of a good friend I am to them or something along those lines... Sounds weird ain't it? Well that's my opinion ages ago anyway. It's probably drifting in my head right now~ . Anyway, basically sometimes I feel a bit down when I somewhere near the end of something, sound childish doesn't it? Even though they have other friends, I guess it was an unsettling feeling to the human heart. Nevertheless, I now don't have any problems concerning this as I am happy with the friends and people surrounding me who I have been blessed with.

It was just a little feeling I had randomly up in my head~

and now I look at everything and have seen that things have changed for the better (i guess). Well, satisfying level that is. Since school is still existing until the end of year 12. Ha ... so close yet so far awayy .. (8)

Also, my little sister seems like she's having troubles with friendship problems with some particular people. It just reminds me of how I used to be like her e.g. upset because of other's unnecessary remarks, unfair actions, being treated as if I don't matter etc. Well for my sister, it's a bit worse since the word 'mature' has gone into some particular yr 7's heads, in the wrong way. I thought year 7s were suppose to be cute and adorable and can also pinch their cheeks followed by their cute reactions (something like that; sounds a bit exaggerated). And now, some just go 'WTF' or starting going all bitchy and back stab and so on. Like I said, NOT ALL year 7s are like that to begin with. It's just I've been told some things that got onto my nerves I guess.

Then again, our generation is changing. I hope it doesn't go for the worst. Oh, and that reminds me... I remember waiting for my sister outside of tutor and saw this lady that was pretty, abnormally short (not to be offensive) and seemed that when that 'lady' turned around, it was like an 8 year old girl dressed in like ...21 yr old clothes?! Me and my mum were like 'oh dear, that seems a bit ... 'out of wack'?' as they say. Then I thought 'why would a mother dress their little girl clothes that's not even close to her age?!' Also, it also is one of the things why generations coming up are 'maturing' too quickly.

Anyways, I'm off to watch Shugo Chara!! - Doki! しゅごキャラ　－　ドキ！

みましょう～！

Well, as mentioned on the previous post, was going to mention some stuff that happened on Sunday. o:
Well around early 9-ish my dad picked up Kim and drove us to Saryna's place. Since I knew that the train leaves at 9:16am ish, all 3 of us chatted and caught up a bit. Then Saryna's mum drove us to Villawood train station (how nice of her :D) . Well, when we got there, there was a train and Kim was like 'nonono it's not ours'(i think), guess what? It was. Hence, waiting another half an hour til the next train. :P.

and changed trains and yadda yadda yaddaa .. til we got to Strathfield.

and ate Red Bean Fish-shaped ICE CREAM :D $1.50 is not a bad price :).

nomnomnom .. soo yummyyy .. i want more sweets DD: ! The girl at the register played around for a bit since the convo was like:
Me: *gives 3 ice creams on the table thingy*
Her: that would be $45.
Me: *weird face* WHAT?!
Her: *smiles* I mean $4.50.
Me: *gives* haha
LOL.
it seems random at the time. :L
and there was a cake shop that we went finding ~ and all the cakes were so cute! either way, it made me hungry. Also, it was expensive :/ . Damn.
ANYWAYYYS .. after that went ct and did random stuff. o:
firstly, DDR . omgosh, it was so fun xDD. though I had it tough cause I was wearing stocking and kept slipping on the floor board while holding the handle. But it was fun! :) Also, sung a lot and Kim almost broke her voice LOL. but had a good time :).
And also, at some point Saryna literalty got dragged in a 50% off Morning Glory sale by the man outside, and me and Kim were like 'what happened to Saryna?!' o: In the end bought some stuff and went maccas. The burgers are so tiny :/ such a rip-off D:
Afterwards, we went CAPITOLS and apparently saw some yr11s o: said hi and went into a caps machine. The one we went to was rigged cause we couldn't even touch the screen for our choices! :( At the end, went into another machine with a refund and it was all good :D.
Soon after we went back to Saryna's house and talked about a lot of random stuff :D The day was so fast as well o:
Well that the end of the dayy i guess. :D

^ww^

HOLIDIAYYYYS are ending in 2hrs and 57mins from now. (well time consumes when doing a post so it won't be accurate when I'm done~).
Well, ended the holidays with yesterday going out o: (mum FINALLY lets me out) so fun :D and read Saryna's post on it and laughed at a few bits (ill talk about in the next post) :]]]] . Ahhh~ I feel bad that I couldn't go to all outings with people during the holidays cause of either tutor, piano, dad or mum just had a cold 'no' everytime. oh wells.. schools starting and need to worry about catching up on work... o:

Well, read some posts and apparently Donna is in VIENNA while typing her post. By now, she should be on her way to SYDNEYYYY :). And Vienna is one of the famous places that musicians (such as Mozart etc.) go there to study music o: ! (Unfortunately, I have to learn General Knowledge on piano songs I play .. oh wells, good to know something i guess?).
anywayys, moving onnn ~ .. o:

Last day of Holidays and all I did was ANIME,ANIME and food :D . That reminds me, MasterChef Pressure Test was soooooooooo yummmyyyy! nomnomnom ... I couldn't eat it cause it was in the sceen T3T ...and watched it with relatives that came over and ate PHO :D.

ATM: watching movies and blogging :)
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hahah . I found this on my computer. Omg, Those funny days with conversations with Donna :D .

Playing around with FONTS.

False Colours :D LOL .

anywayy, just wanted to post these as it brings me fun memories. o:

Another Wednesday in the holidays, another trip yumcha with family :D .

And my grandma joined us :D but my long distant cousin couldn't make it since she had work D:

anywayys . had a person constantly calling me today o: then again, i didn't mind at all .

After yumcha, went grocery shopping @ Cabramatta with grandma & sister. We ended up J-walking and there was a police car right next to us. I thought it was illegal to J-walk. Oh wells, I just find it funny/interesting. Then went to Grandma's place and talked, even though me and my sister were playing 'Shift' (iPod App) majority of the time. haha. Sort of addicting but its alright.

Later, we went to a temple and it was reallyyyy deserted. Well it was a Wednesday, so I guess I'm not surprised. Also the fact that it was really windy seemed so life thrilling, due to the fact not much people were there, you sometimes tend to be going on and on in your own imagination. Hmm.. not that much happened today. . . the fact I know I need cram for tutor hw right after this blog .. unless I procrastinate .. DD:

AHH CRAP. I spelt ''procrastinate' as 'procrasinate' since now.. holy crap.. This is a big fail -__- *face palm*

No Comment.
Life's getting ... fired up. In what way ..?

This is how I see our 5 finger/thumb on our hands:
- THUMB: To tell others that we will be alright. No matter how horrible our state is, we still want others to know that you'll surpass the worst.

- INDEX: The ability to poke and tease others with great effectiveness. (hehe)

-MIDDLE: The ability to aim for someone's love (associated with the previous post)

-RING: To wait and search and find for the one that right for you.

-PINKY: As the last finger of your hand, the last thing you will break, holds a promise.

hahaha~ did some pretty random searching of our fingers~ and I came across this site. I think this should be know as a fun fact or something like that. It is about how the 'F'-word came into this word. Then again, if you don't believe it, then I won't complain. So here is the story:

The History Of The Middle Finger

Well, now......here's something I never knew before, and now that I know it, I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you know something about it?

Before the Battle of Agincourtin 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew").

Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew!

Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say, the difficult consonant cluster at the beginning has gradually changed to a labiodentals fricative F', and thus the words often used in conjunction with the one-finger-salute!

It is also because of the pheasant feathers on the arrows used with the longbow that the symbolic gesture is known as "giving the bird."

IT IS STILL AN APPROPRIATE SALUTE TO THE FRENCH TODAY!

And yew thought yew knew every plucking thing!

SITE: http://www.truthorfiction.com/rumors/p/pluck-yew.htm

Psychic Ability

I used to remember to be so attached into gaining something like that .. Well I never said something like that is impossible! Unfortunately, my daily life drags me away from the spiritual world and into damn reality D: . The reality of knowing that no magic can ever happen unless a phenomena happens. Anyways, I've been reading a lot on the internet and apparently meditation seems to be a path towards this skill. Then again, some people put me down and told me that its a waste of my time and they don't get why I do it anyway. I only do this because I want to escape reality itself and live in my own imagination. Is that so hard to understand? Also, sensing ghosts and spirits increases as well, which fasinates me greatly! But, I'm still a newbie at that.

Hmm, I have nothing against people who do not believe in such things, but I am against the fact that if they look down on it, then thats just unacceptable to me. It's like saying you are looking down towards people that have beliefs that are precious to them. So if you don't believe in it, I won't go against your word. BUT, if you look down upon it in a disgusted way, then I have no comment.

Then again, I won't say anything anyway, cause that's how humans are, right?

Another thing, the ability to sense auras and see the unknown can be quite benificial and interesting. Like saying that a person is in a horrid mood, then you don't go near them unless you want to be scolded at O_O'. Simple things, but works in a way?
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Anywayy, need to get going. BREAKIIE HERE I COMEEEE !

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got really bored and Random .. Hence this post has emerge ~! mwahah LOL.

Reason, Season, or Lifetime

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty;
to provide you with guidance and support;
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

— Unknown

Now Playing : Superman - Five For Fighting.

Let's see, social networking is seriousy dieing out faster and faster. Or maybe that's only my imagination cause I'm not really going online at the right time... LOL, oh wells.
haha, anyway,
I WELCOME KIM BACK TO BLOGGING :) .hehehe . really happy ^w^ .
and she disappeared when I was in the middle of helping her o_o' .. she'll come back! .. I hope DDDDDDD:

- Also, Saryna's going to Adelaide o: that lucky girl! Just hope she comes back before this coming up Tuesday DD: *prays*

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I shall be backk :DD *whooshes awayy *

Awesome Dayy :D!

Since haven't went out on the Holidays since now, its nice how it turned out to be a very interesting day indeed :D .
Also, I learnt and heard interesting things today, since my dad has a day off, things just got crazy hehe. Anywayys, from my previous post, I left for YumCha; it was soooo yumm~ kept on eating 8DD ! keke ~! then after went liverpool hospital to get an appointment for dad for his arm. It was hilarious how my rents were like 'no' to the majority of the questions the people at the counter were asking :L. Cause they had no frikkin idea what they are saying haha. then again, I checked the paper thingy and seemed like they were answering truthfully anyway :D. Nice luck (Y).

Well after that, went to Burwood to buy some stuff, like groceries etc. Went past my old primary school before I moved to Cheso, and it was full of buildings on the playground which I used to remember playing there and running around. Now there is not that much grass areas :/ geez. Oh wells can't help it now D; .
So after thinking about that, rents went to buy groceries and stuff @ Burwood. Then visit Strathfield and bought yummy ice cream and seaweed :3 <3 And basically after that, the family full on talked randomly in the car while going home :3

Things I have learnt today:

- My sister and I had the same dream again. (Apprently both our dreams showed us the earth in destruction and on fire; there were times when did the same actions within the dream).
- Again, I probably had exposed myself to chemicals at a young age while playing with them... Anywayy, left out some details at some point :P.
Well, that's my day. Even though it ain't over. hehe . :3
zzzzzzz

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OHAIYOU GOZAIMASUUU! and its 10:32am right now. So happy I finally woke up late... cause been waking up due to certain CALLS(haha, I don't mind it though :L) and my dad waking me up. o: so today, due to my mummy taking me and my sister's phones away last night, hence no calls for me o: Then i looked at the missed calls this morning.. 7 missed... uhhh, i think they're going to kill me DD':
Well, everyone's still asleep, we would gone YumCha by now, but parents seem to have ultra lack of sleep D: unless they wake up really, really soon 8D !
Right now, I'm stuck in bed since its too cold outside, blogging this post and trying to remember a dream I had. The dream had a lot of destruction, also add a few extra painful and emotionally horrible feelings. Hmm, also I just find it interesting that ALL dreams are metaphorical, NOT LITERAL. I get the fact that it seems so real and stuff, but dreams aren't something you should be blinded about. All dreams express: your fears, your wants, your state of spiritual being and the previous events before you sleep. In my opinion, it can also express your future, which is quite extremely rare, but never impossible. Anyway, just search 'Dream Interpretation' and your done! *ding*

blahh blahh~

'rollingrolling... I might be able to do this all day..'

hmm, my dad is awake :D! YumCHAA ni ikimashou !

'yayyayayay! :D'

Is all I hear right now @8:16am.
After having a morning wake up call from Andrew so he can talk to be before work starts haha :D . Also, the fact that he lost 50bucks somewhere while going city...

A grave lose it was...then again couldn't be helped right? T.T

Anyways, I went on the computer to re-teach myself Cantonese, since I'm pretty noob for my own language -.-... so guess I have to learn a recap of it with extra details! Then again, it just sucks badly how you think you know your language pretty well, while others uses words at bit more leveled than yours and basically just keep myself quite around any cantonese-speaking pro folks~. Well, my parents are pretty busy anyway, so I just go online and try my best to teach myself whenever I can.
Hmm, also going to go shops soon, don't know where though... oh wells. :D

andand, I welcome Saryna to BlogSpot! :D .

andand, Drew back on BLOGGiNG !

, Drew, this emoticon is not how it seems. LOL

Back to the drawing Board.

Well, I didn't expect myself to spend all morning fixing up this blog... but I do miss it very much :D.
Let's see, update:

- Holidays begun; no school :D
- Mum's restricted me into going out :/
- Aiming to study .. (quite impossible).

and yeahh . Damn, so many problems arising with everyone :/
seems like the holidays aren't taking action to please us... *sigh *
Can't complain I guess ...

To-Do List:

- read some blog posts :)

many hours later...

I ended up playing Poptropica with my sister on the computer... those types of games can seriously get yourself into smashing your computer due to the impatience within yourself. Nevertheless, at least i didn't get bored today :3 . Well the weathers freezinggg ! T_T And it doesn't help that I feel bad the fact I can't go to outings much anymore .. :( Rejection just doesn't seem right to me.. ~

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