You feel as if nothing's going anywhere. As if the current is flowing, but in which direction?
You want to express yourself to others, but can't properly.
But when you do, you get this blessed feeling of delight within your heart.
A smile that waited to bloom onto our delicate faces.
Beautiful.
Everything needs to end with a smile.
No matter what happens, it needs to.
You know why?
Problems hurt.
Negativity destroys you.
Tears flow in sorrow.
Chest throbbing with pain.
No one wants this.
No one truly does no matter how they lived.
A forced smile does more than you think. It tells you your strength, your strength that outshines others. Your heart hurts, but it tells you that you are more than you think. Uniqueness flows differently in each of our veins.
Although, we have limits. You are never weak to show that you reached your limit. Crying everything out helps a heck lot. But with someone there, you feel calm and relieved.
Listening to problems doesn't mean that you aren't helping.
Showing that you care doesn't mean that you can't help them.
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Very tired... *yawn*