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It really is.
Very.
Seriously.
Ahh..

Right now, I'm hoping too much for the unlikely. The optimism that deludes you in reality and keeps on going. It just feels a bit sad to know that you still hope for the best or it'll go your way in the very end. You end up getting hurt anyway. No, you think it'll go fine, like the way it was before.
Feels a bit pathetic in a way...

Optimism is good. But too much will give you long periods of delusions.

I don't know what to really look forward to at the moment. It's all too confusing.
You better be happy. I'm the one looking after you and you're the one in tears and pieces, instead of me. I can't get my point to you cause it already hit you deeply, didn't it? It hurts to think doesn't it?

Come up to me and face me. Stop running away. I know you're better than that. If you don't, then I'll use force. = =

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sorry for the bj fcbhdirnhvldirn post. ~