Just had piano. Had a decent talk to my piano teacher about philosophy and psychology in uni. And other things about uni. Can't believe that they don't check whether or not we do our hw or not! (hm.. well that's what she said). Although...can't really escape exams if you haven't done the hw. damn.
So back into confusion. What to do in the future? Hm.
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Lately, been feeling off. Like LITERALLY off. That big confusion in your head where you go 'Where the heck am I?' Keep thinking it's actually my mind acting the way it likes. It's always scared.. running/avoiding. Until that one day, you crack and you go wtf. Also, LACK OF SLEEP DOES NOT HELP ONE BIT. School really killed it. Wish there was a sleeping period. That'll be funny actually :L.
But... yeah. Very frightened of losing everyone for some reason. Scared. Or it's just me? Maybe I'm the only one going funny/weird here? Maybe it's not by coincidence. I don't know DDD:
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'I don't know'.
Oh yeah, starting to actually REALIZE that this phrase if frequently used a lot more than I actually thought. Delayed.
-I'll say this.
I have one eff-ed up mind. When I'm not in the right mood that is.
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&& I love the optimism. It sometimes even help me run away from my worries. Bad? No idea. Optimism is the only way a person can learn to live happily by throwing all the bs out of their lives. Hard? Yeah, I guess so. Depends on a person.