Dear: _______
yes, you. I'm sorry to repeat my words to you over and over again. But I just want that miracle to happen, because I hope for the best. Unfortunately... you don't. So this post is for you to read and understand what I have to say until that day when you finally lock it into your heart and head of what is right in front of you. Firstly, 당신을 사랑합니다, just keep that in mind. You deserve wayyyy more than you do right now. The people that surrounds you just sickens me to hell as they have treated you like crap. Calling you things and names. They are like little immature kids. That never learn. They will soon have karma returned which they deserve one day. Just one day, it will happen. I want you to move schools, no matter what. I know you don't want to cause trouble to her. But if I was her, you have no idea how guilty and horrible I'll think of myself. I'll move you to another school instantly before you know it. But, no, you don't want her to worry. You don't want to be a burden. You don't want to hurt someone because of you. And I'm sorry if all this might make you think 'wtf'. But this is how I see things in my perspective in many ways. Also. you are smart. However you never seem to listen in my words. Because of people calling stupid, for many years. Sure, I might not make much of a difference, and you think that I'm just wasting my time trying to help you. THINK AGAIN. I do care. No matter what you say, I'm going to try my best to do something. I never waste my time trying to help, because I believe you are better than 'they' say. Also, you say 'he' is doing it for your own good(something along those lines)? Yeah, true, sometimes you need to know some things that seem pretty harsh. It's just so damn frikkin UNACCEPTABLE TO KEEP SAYING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL YOUR _____ IS FRIKKIN AFFECTED MENTALLY AND SUFFERING PHYSICALLY. If I look it that way, I will never accept it. But if he wants to come crawling back to you, and saying sorry and crap, he better have a hell of a good reason or I ain't convinced. I'm sorry if I seem ones-sided and yeah, but from what I hear, I just can't get any optimism on 'him' anymore. The more crap I hear that he did to you, the more I doubt that he is worthy of anything. Seriously, he's having a hell of a good life while you are here, suffering mentally, knowing that you are depressed inside hiding it and ignoring that fact until a breakdown. But that's all going to change. I bet my life that one day, that day where everything goes your way, will come. You think that's impossible? Think again! Cause I have high hopes and good optimism right now. Every problem ends with a solution. But you know why people don't believe that? It's because of the problem, people are blinded within it so much, their solution is so blurry that it'll disappear. Though not every solution comes within a second. Obviously it'll come with time. Patience. You will get your full happiness one day. The world is balanced. Our lives are full of problems and blessings. Please understand the things I'm saying to you, there is so much to tell you. But majority of it, it'll be repeated. Cause I know all of this is not going to fully remain in your mind.
I'll give you anything to help you. Just please move schools for the better, stay happy forever, believe that you are better than you believe to be and live with all your heart..!
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