Well, today was first day of TERM3 of YR1O. And had a sudden urge to reminisce the years before this very day. Since School Certificate and the Trials were coming within either this term or the next, wouldn't hurt to look back, right?
So basically, one of the very common feelings that an individual usual gets when growing up; the feeling of being wanted. Ages ago, I used to always depict of where my name is when a friend was naming friends for a list etc. since it usually defines how much I mean to them (well, unless they point out its in random order, than thats different). Before, it's not that I was purposely doing it, it's just I wanted to know how much of a good friend I am to them or something along those lines... Sounds weird ain't it? Well that's my opinion ages ago anyway. It's probably drifting in my head right now~ . Anyway, basically sometimes I feel a bit down when I somewhere near the end of something, sound childish doesn't it? Even though they have other friends, I guess it was an unsettling feeling to the human heart. Nevertheless, I now don't have any problems concerning this as I am happy with the friends and people surrounding me who I have been blessed with.
It was just a little feeling I had randomly up in my head~
and now I look at everything and have seen that things have changed for the better (i guess). Well, satisfying level that is. Since school is still existing until the end of year 12. Ha ... so close yet so far awayy .. (8)
Also, my little sister seems like she's having troubles with friendship problems with some particular people. It just reminds me of how I used to be like her e.g. upset because of other's unnecessary remarks, unfair actions, being treated as if I don't matter etc. Well for my sister, it's a bit worse since the word 'mature' has gone into some particular yr 7's heads, in the wrong way. I thought year 7s were suppose to be cute and adorable and can also pinch their cheeks followed by their cute reactions (something like that; sounds a bit exaggerated). And now, some just go 'WTF' or starting going all bitchy and back stab and so on. Like I said, NOT ALL year 7s are like that to begin with. It's just I've been told some things that got onto my nerves I guess.
Then again, our generation is changing. I hope it doesn't go for the worst. Oh, and that reminds me... I remember waiting for my sister outside of tutor and saw this lady that was pretty, abnormally short (not to be offensive) and seemed that when that 'lady' turned around, it was like an 8 year old girl dressed in like ...21 yr old clothes?! Me and my mum were like 'oh dear, that seems a bit ... 'out of wack'?' as they say. Then I thought 'why would a mother dress their little girl clothes that's not even close to her age?!' Also, it also is one of the things why generations coming up are 'maturing' too quickly.
Anyways, I'm off to watch Shugo Chara!! - Doki! しゅごキャラ － ドキ！
みましょう～！