CIИDY ; glimpsee.

ONE PIECE

2012-03-03T22:17:00.000+11:00

Kyaaaa~ dammit! Obsessed like there's no end ~ xD
Up to the 300s atm.. *sign* I have to end up re-watching it at some point since my sister watched the previous eps without me :'(
wahhh! Just saw everyone's new bounty... Poor Chopper and Sanji D;
Anyway,
I hope I will start work tmr >.<

Pyuu~

Rageeeee

2012-02-23T17:49:00.002+11:00

Before I complain about a certain issue, I'm going to say thank you to everybody who have wished me a good happy birthday and the awesome hugs and the presents :D Love you all and I appreciate it dearly! <3 ^^
Awesome 17th birthday :) Even though had ttor, but it was still awesome! ^__^

--

I know I shouldn't be complaining and so on and so forth, but oh wells.

Okay, I know that you are probably complaining about it on the social networking site, but seriously I'm sorry that we tried our best to make things happen for you. And please, why are you saying that we have to change it now rather than telling us earlier?! Can't you just notify us earlier? We DID tell you the choices, we DID tell you the information about it. And in the end, no one is bothered to come up to us and have their say. If you wanted another place, at least give us some suggestions first instead of blaming us."You reap what you sow". Organising seems so easy when you're not the one in charge of it. Also, there are so many considerations that we need to do beforehand. Individuality can be a crisis to another, hence consideration for others is needed, otherwise, please don't bother.

Also, it's too late.
The best times to book a place is a year prior to the date. Now we are more likely to get nothing rather than something. I guess that depends.

Otherwise, just accept reality, do what you must. But at least realise the gaps rather than the lines on a page.

-stress over-
-gets over it-

Swimming Carnival

2012-02-10T14:59:00.001+11:00

Okay.
Woke up at 7:30am. Played on the PSP that Malcom let me borrow for a few days. Packed up. Dad drove to Birrong Swimming pool and met with Kim & Raksha along the way.

We ended up being randomly picked for helping the teachers to send notes about the times and races etc. So went to the other side and did so :D. The teachers were quite active and easy-going so the atmosphere was pretty good :). Everyone talked, walked, laughed. hehe. ^__^ The was also this big water playground and it was so tempting to join in with the little kids who were already there. T.T Then Mr Viller recommended we should but also added that 'it doesn't mean I gave you permission'. Yet still encouraging us HAHA. And now he has a not-so-good impression of me cause I keep slapping other people's ass and poking till no end. o_o'
Later walked around to Jennifer's group and purposely disrupt their game of Speed but they didn't mind. :D

And also during the time of handing in the notes from/to teachers, just took a few lamingtons from the tray keke :D The races were interesting, just watching people swimming, having fun etc. x]]

There are more details but I'm too tired. keke.

Our year is pretty good. Not as bad as we all think. It's also nice having good conversations with teachers as well. haha. Well, year 12 is going to be hectic.

Just A Dream.

2012-02-06T17:16:00.002+11:00

My dream ended up like this:

I was walking down this road where it was completely deserted. It was in the rural places where there were minimal no. of house etc. It was a rainy, stormy weather. I didn't understand what was happening. I was holding this object(don't remember) and an umbrella. I started to run as if I was reaching a goal. Then these little miniature whirlwind started to become the obstacles and approached quickly (This was weird... LOL). I ended up being sucked into their pull and spun around.. it was hectic. ~_~ During that critical time I ended up opening my umbrella and I began to float in the air (like Mary Poppins? LOOOL) It felt awesome :D Just to get away from all the craziness from before. Then later on I reached my destination. ____ & ____ were standing there, and I was handed them the object (I can't remember what it was). Then in the dream, I realised I was dreaming, so I woke up willingly. Since I didn't understand the point of sleeping if I had the choice of waking up or not.

Now that's weird. ROFLMAO.

Horoscope.

2012-01-29T19:44:00.001+11:00

29 January 2012 - 4 February 2012

You need some breathing space. Being independent gives you a great feeling, especially when it comes to finances. Work and/or studying go easily this week. The most beautiful days will be Wednesday and Friday. Due to your efforts you will get something done without even having to thank anyone else. Make sure that certain matters don’t occupy you so much that it will affect your personal life.

Left behind in some illusionary place.

2012-01-27T15:34:00.001+11:00

So, this week is like the emotional week apparently. Considering a few ups and downs with a bit of twist and turns.

I don't know if I did anything wrong.

I want to be told if I'm doing something wrong.

Can't it just bite me in the face instead of hiding itself and throwing ambiguous hints?

Opinions are such a killer.

Decisions as well.

You decide on something, of course, not everyone will be happy.

The differentiation of convicted opinions of their perceptions vary into a huge blur.

What am I doing wrong to you?

...

Avatar the Last Air Bender Quotes:

2012-01-26T23:29:00.002+11:00

Aang: In one of my dreams, you were running from Fire Nation soldiers, trying to climb this cliff. But you were too slow and they got you!

Sokka: But that was just a dream! I'm a great climber!

Aang: Then climb that cliff! Climb it fast!

Sokka: [looks at the cliff, then at Aang in disbelief]

Aang: [nods urgently]

Sokka: [starts to climb the cliff] Stupid Avatar! Stupid cliff! Stupid dream! I can climb fast!

Aang: Don't drink that!

[Sokka yells falls off the cliff in the background]

Toph: [spits water all over Katara] Why?! Is it poisoned??!!

Aang: In my dream, we were right in the middle of the Invasion, and you had to stop and use the bathroom! We died because of your tiny bladder!!

Actor Toph: Well, I don't see like you do. I release a sonic wave from my mouth. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! [everyone covering their ears, shocked] There. I got a pretty good look at you.

Zuko: If the Earth Kingdom discovers us, they'll have us killed.

Iroh: But if the Fire Nation discovers us, we'll be turned over to Azula.

[both look at one another and nod]

Zuko: Earth Kingdom it is.

Aang: Maybe we can make some big pots of glue and then I could use Gluebending to stick his arms and legs together so he can't bend anymore!

Zuko: [Sarcastically] Yeah! Then you can show him his baby pictures and all those happy memories will make him good again! [Sokka and Suki snicker in the background]

Aang: [eagerly] Do you really think that would work?

Zuko: No!

If you watched the series it's hilarious :L. Kid comedy. :3

My way.

2012-01-24T19:09:00.002+11:00

It's all opinion.

Mainstream.

Majority.

Influence.

Choose your own uniqueness.

Long ago...

2012-01-09T21:01:00.001+11:00

久しぶり～～（it's been a while~~)

So, start of 2012 and it feels fresh and lazy. LOL I expected productivity but, unfortunately, didn't go as planned. 3 weeks left. HSC is in less than a year. Good luck to all.

Ended the year with a cold and friends came over. :) Walked for 2mins to Hungry Jacks and sat there for an hour or so.. LOL. Mahina (sp?) was working there at the time :) awesome that she 'upgraded' our meals for a cheaper price :D yay! Anyways, we all browsed in Bing Lee briefly and went to Officeworks for 2-3hours. hehe. Sucks to have a blocked nose while trying to enjoy yourself... otherwise, it was fun :D hehe. Didn't see the fireworks though.. but oh well.

New Years.
So, my piano teacher called in if we wanted to meet the Prime Minister, so I thought 'why not?' We went to her house where it was held. The PM was such a nice lady while she was speaking to us. The media was really freaky though.. just bombarding question after question.. kinda freaky to see that in real life.. o_o Well my cold got better that day so I was probably half aware of my surroundings LOL. But it was a nice experience, though it just feels like meeting another person.. weird emotion... o-o Or I'm just odd.

Wells... there's other stuff I want to update.. but oh wells. Maybe later :D
I just feel like this atm:

Just a post.

2011-12-20T22:33:00.003+11:00

You realise how time has controlled you.

More like it has given you the virtual remote control we all yearned for.

Everything is what we are given.

~

Time is never wasted. Reasons inevitably prevail.

Childhood Song.

2011-12-19T16:28:00.002+11:00

海闊天空 (Boundless Oceans Vast Skies)

Beyond

Reflection

2011-12-19T12:51:00.001+11:00

All feelings will be expressed.

I promise.

All the emotions unable to convey meaning into proper words,

but tried and hopefully successful.

I'm glad for this life regardless.

HAHAAHA. :L

2011-12-16T23:08:00.001+11:00

My sister is moody ...
But gawd, it's funny to imitate her x]]]]]]

I'M NOT SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! *cry cry cry cry cry*

Now we're both laughing our ass off. kekeke.

Just a child.

2011-12-13T18:39:00.000+11:00

I'm dead lost. o-o

I don't know what to do with everything.
*confused as heck*

Chillin' in peace.

2011-12-12T14:58:00.001+11:00

Camp was a few days ago and it felt like it was an awesome dream that felt like it never happened...
Everything went crazy and hyper and oh my goddddd how much junk food were there in the girl's dorms?! xD haha. I'm going to keep this brief since I'm still exhausted.

Random order:
MUDWORLD
HAHAHA. Ginna (sp?) and Yavin's Star War fight... xDDDDDDDD *clapclap*
The mud was gross and uh... stinks badly... ;__; everyone was hilarious as we confronted each obstacle on the course hehe. And also, Dablan's love for nature was random. hehe.
CHALLENGE ROPES
11m is pretty damn high. Bloody scary with all the shaking and moving of the ropes T__T But everyone did well :) Everyone supported each other when they needed it :) (Y) .
LEAP OF FAITH
One of the most frightful activities of all. you're attached to two thick ropes and it was quite uncomfortable. (sympathy towards the boys btw LOOOL) The pole kept moving and it was thin at the top T__T But everyone made it except for Simone and Kathryn, but they both did very well :D And damn, that sun was hot x_x
FLYING FOX
So, since the instructor was picking on Kim as we walked up there, she was chosen first and I was picked to come with her . LOL. Chyeahhhh~ screaming all the way down was funnnn ! :D And freaky ...
Screams just came after another and another... haha, of course everyone's in one piece. x]
ABSEILING
bloody 10m high is ghhfgahjdfhasklhgad;sd. Especially knowing that you holding your own life with a single rope was frightening. O__O *well.. not really xD) It was quite funny seeing people jumping and then crash onto the wall.. at least no one broke anything... O.o~!
KAYAKING
LOL. It was so fun :D just rowing and looking lost on the kayak .. xD I swear.. I make it seem like when we are about to crash, I exaggerate as if we are going to go KABOOOOOOOOOOOOOM or something like that :L . hehe. The activities were great! even though there were a few that went into the waters but it was fun :D hehe. Then everyone dashed into the waters to play around :L hehe. so cuteee. ^^

Group 3 is so damn tamed. hahaha. xD

Camp was great :) ended up connected randomly with people and was pretty damn awesome :) Will miss it dearly x]

(cbb for the editing... hehe)

Post before Camp

2011-12-06T18:09:00.001+11:00

Oh dear. I don't even know where time is going nowadays. From entering high school to Year 11 camp. woahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
Anyways, I presume everyone's packing their stuff asap. HAHA. I'm only half done dammit xD
Kind of excited yet, I feel sightly down leaving home x] (yeah.. I'm still a little kid) tehehe.
But then again, can't go back going to wish for the best :D hehe.
I have a 'Who-to-Scare-Next' to-do list... MWAHAHAHAHHA... NO ONE'S SLEEPING PEACEFULLY WITH MEEEEE . LOOOL. :P jking~ I think...

Weekly Horoscope!!!

2011-11-30T20:27:00.001+11:00

This Week's Free Horoscope
29 November 2011 - 5 December 2011

A rushed week with many things for you to sort through, where by the weekend you are ready to relax and enjoy the comforts of home and loved ones. Socially there can be invitations coming your way, where you may need to consider which ones to accept over these next couple of weeks, as others are attracted to your friendly outgoing nature.

Source: http://psychic.com.au/weekly-horoscope-pisces.html

Damn. True. LOL.

Humiddddd.

2011-11-28T14:47:00.001+11:00

Ahhh.. so humid... Damn Spring pretending to be Summer D:
Winter & Autumn ftw. :3 hehe.

anyways, didn't get to do the speech today since everyone was like 'I'LL GOOOOO' and get it over and done with LOL. So yeah, only 3 more people and then we are done. (Y) hehe.
Can't be crapped finishing a decent post cause of the weather. tehehe. :3

HAHAHA FUNNY MONKEY.

Blueee

2011-11-26T12:12:00.001+11:00

I can't wait til this upcoming week finally endsssssss.

As a few people have said, a lot of crap has been happening :/ (Then again, isn't it always like this? Just different timing?)

Hope things settle down before things get chaotic. :/

Anyways, I don't have much to update to be honest. What do you expect? It's Year 12. The year where we work our ass off to running around scream our lungs out because it's our last year.
Everything and everyone will be branched off either on the same tree or on a completely different one. University seems nice and all, but oh god, who knows what kind of people we'll face. The good ones that are decent, considerate and thoughtful, or the bad, inconsiderate, condescending ones who stomp on our faces.
It's inevitable.
In the end, guess it's only up to you how to want to approach life. Hmm.. o-o
*pokepoke*

Just...

2011-11-24T15:39:00.001+11:00

Just Remember,

Your future is for you to determine.
Your past will teach you lessons.
Your future is the key to opportunities.
Your present is the door between your past and future.

Don't forget,
choosing and bringing your past regrets to the present, may one day be your future regrets.

It's all in the mind.
Either way,
what you see now, on this screen is part of the illusion we humans all live in.
It's ours to control, and learn, and mature from it.

Mondays are good.

2011-11-23T21:51:00.001+11:00

I decided that I love Mondays.

I now officially think that Wednesday, Thursday and Friday are such ... GRRRRR ...

Sundays to Tuesdays are like Heaven...I can take load of work easily like pie. (what kind of expression is this?!)
Rambling time. Just sayin'.

Wednesday is the start of the next hell. I get six hours of school, and go to ext 1 Japanese until 4:30. then go tutor Ext1 Maths and start at 6. Finish at 8.
Thursday is six hours of school again and then go straight to tutor at 4 and wait 2 hours til the actual class starts. So, basically fully catching up on any work during the 2 hours. Starts at 6. Then 8 is when we get home.
Friday is when everything gets a bit queasy. After six hours of school, I go straight to tutor and finish at 6. Then I try and recover my map of where the heck I am.
Saturday is extra classes on English tutor. starts at 8:30 and goes on for two hours.

To add that on, piano lessons are apparently continued until I reach Grade 8 (currerntly Grade6). And still doing the exams practical and theory.

I have never thought that I'll be this busy dedicated to school / tutor work in my life.

I'm sorry to anyone who has more work than me, but I need to release tension. >.<'

This somehow looks good :3

2011-11-11T19:43:00.001+11:00

Snow White and the Huntsman

This looks good. :D When it comes out, probably watch it :D

Food Tech Excursion!

2011-11-09T15:51:00.002+11:00

So, today our FT class went to Centre Point Tower :D Arrived around 7:45am. Met Michael, Nam and Anthony in front of ANZ. Then waltzed into Woolies to get Bio-oil (there weren't any..) and chocolate :D Met up with Kim half way. :D
The class all met up @ Cheso station, then the train arrived. All we did was play Nintendo DS :D After that we got off at St James and headed up to Westfields. (God, so damn expensive.. D:<) Met our tour guide, hopped on the the elavator, checked out the place where some parts of the dishes were made at the bottom of the building.
This is where it got freaky T.T The elavator sped up towards the top of the tower and it only took 40 seconds O_O' Heights can go die in a hole T_T
Anyways, took a tour around the three levels, asked questions, then WE EATTTTTTT! :D
The food ish so yum ^o^ .. especially the desert.. yum. Except the small dish where there was a hint of wine in the jelly..that didn't taste right D: Overall it was awesome :D

*yawn* .. tutor at 6pm. ha.~

Just a Convo

2011-11-09T15:38:00.001+11:00

A small convo in the car with mummy :D

Talking in English...
~
Mum: About eight hundred percentage.
Me: You mean eighty percentage?
Mum: Yeah, eighty hundred percentage.
Me: x]

How cute. LOL.

Eyes are bleeddiiiiingggg ...

2011-11-01T17:49:00.003+11:00

So, I am currently doing my English homework that was sent online and it doesn't make any sense considering that it is not due tmr. *shrugs shoulders*

Anyway, today was really random. I swear, it feels like another day has passed, yet you know that a lot of things happened... are these the symptoms for trying to have a work-dedicated, serious mind?!?! O__O

+ =

(These images have no relation to the paragraph... oh wells...hehe)

Anywho... I've been gradually listening to kpop ... All I can say that,
1. It's so damn repetitive (rhythm and catchy beat)
2. It's easily addictive.
GAHHH . Being addicted is really annoying.. it just makes you crazy I guess o___o'
Kpop is good and all, but I still have my Jpop. <3 :) hehe.
Either way, 2NE1 is probably the only band I want to listen to. (Don't want to be any more addicted HAHA).

Welps, here are two songs that are rhythmic. (Y)

I AM THE BEST - 2NE1

UGLY - 2NE1

Enjoy. :P

Horoscope!

2011-10-31T18:56:00.001+11:00

Pisces

1 November 2011 - 7 November 2011

Tired and feeling unsettled? This week your energy levels can be low and you may feel like staying at home and relaxing rather than being out in the big world. It can take some effort on your part to get the things you need to do out of the way and to top it off, relationships can be unsettled. This is not a lasting influence as you energy level can pick up next week

大丈夫かな。。

( I wonder if it'll be okay...)

Either way, I love reading my horoscopes randomly :3

In conclusion,

2011-10-31T18:52:00.001+11:00

Sympathy.

Nice to talk to my piano teacher once in a while. It feels nice to just have a chat about anything :)

I think that this year (more like next year) is going to go weird and interesting. However, I really think that work is going to pile like shytttttt. Considering I got like 3 assessments due already ;__; ...

Recently, I feel like I talk to people only about work related stuff. It's kind of depressing knowing that you feel a bit distant from people, just because you know that if you don't do or finish your work, you're screwed. Hence, it's so difficult to balance your mind with an easy-going atmosphere as it contrasts with the conscientious and serious aura. :/

But in the end, I'll know after the HSC, things should go good :)Since you end up realising who will stand with you once you graduate. So, hopefully my friends can withstand my 'working-my-ass-off' atmosphere xDD

Ahem.

2011-10-28T21:47:00.000+11:00

Got so many things to remember, ganna jot down some stuff + some studying.
So To-Do List:

organise for the C. Dance.
Photocopy English Texbook (tutor) notes
give Saryna the E.Tutor Note
Find related texts for English Assessment

+ Studying & a lot of Hw.

I think there's more. But I can't think. Too tired. pyuu.

Laa

2011-10-28T07:26:00.001+11:00

Just thinking about all the Year12s doing their HSC .. damn, we're next T_T
I wish them all the luck they need! (I know, I'm a very delayed person .___.)

Anyways, I just calculated a random guess of my HSC marks for my subjects ... and I'm scared to shytttttssssssssssss. Omg, English scales crap = =' And what's even bad to hear, is that only few people passed in Standard for their Prelims, oh dearrr D: DAMN YOU B.O.S. But oh wells, what can I do? ;__;

CLICK HERE FOR THE CALC. :3 (btw)

& I'm currently doing Maths hw. ha... fail. xD

LOL.

2011-10-25T15:11:00.000+11:00

HAHAHAHA.

Becky and Amber playing Halo...
Amber: OMG, I FOUND A GUN (walks towards it)
Everyone else: No, that's Becky's body~!!
Amber: Oh... hahaha. (walks away)

x]]]] I don't know if that's the correct dialogue, but basically, that is the idea of what happened. HAHAHA

Please.

2011-10-24T20:15:00.002+11:00

Just spare a few minutes, read and please support! >.<

CLICK HEREEE

tehehe.

2011-10-24T16:10:00.001+11:00

SPRINGGGGGG ..God, why do you have to be similar to the death of summer. ;__; I miss winter.. Loved you so well.. T_T
Who can study in this hot weather?! DDD: If there is someone, I would like to meet them and say 'Wow, you are talented.' LOL or something like that. xD

ANYWAYS. Eyes going blahh, so currrently doing some eye training >:DDDDD Either way I think I'll get glasses soon... I'm still on 0.25, so it should be good? o-o Been lazy. Year 12 isn't really hitting me yet. Oh dear. o-o

Stories.

2011-10-21T23:17:00.004+11:00

2 Good Stories.

WHAT WILL MY REWARD BE?

One day a fisherman was lying on a beautiful beach, with his fishing pole propped up in the sand and his solitary line cast out into the sparkling blue surf. He was enjoying the warmth of the afternoon sun and the prospect of catching a fish.

About that time, a businessman came walking down the beach, trying to relieve some of the stress of his workday. He noticed the fisherman sitting on the beach and decided to find out why this fisherman was fishing instead of working harder to make a living for himself and his family. “You aren’t going to catch many fish that way,” said the businessman to the fisherman. “You should be working rather than lying on the beach!”

The fisherman looked up at the businessman, smiled and replied, “And what will my reward be?” “Well, you can get bigger nets and catch more fish!” was the businessman’s answer. “And then what will my reward be?” asked the fisherman, still smiling. The businessman replied, “You will make money and you’ll be able to buy a boat, which will then result in larger catches of fish!” “And then what will my reward be?” asked the fisherman again. The businessman was beginning to get a little irritated with the fisherman’s questions. “You can buy a bigger boat, and hire some people to work for you!” he said.

“And then what will my reward be?” repeated the fisherman. The businessman was getting angry. “Don’t you understand? You can build up a fleet of fishing boats, sail all over the world, and let all your employees catch fish for you!” Once again the fisherman asked, “And then what will my reward be?” The businessman was red with rage and shouted at the fisherman, “Don’t you understand that you can become so rich that you will never have to work for your living again! You can spend all the rest of your days sitting on this beach, looking at the sunset. You won’t have a care in the world!”

The fisherman, still smiling, looked up and said, “And what do you think I’m doing right now?”

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FLOWER

The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read
Beneath the weeping branches of an old willow tree,
Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown,
For the world was intent on dragging me down.

And as if to ruin my rare quiet day,
A young boy approached me, all tired from play.
He stood right before me with his head tilted down
And said with excitement, "Look what I found!"

In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight,
With its petals all faded, from no rain or light.
Wanting him to take his dead flower and go play,
I faked a small smile and then shifted away.

But instead of retreating he sat by my side
And sniffed at the flower and declared with surprise,
"It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too.
That's why I picked it; here, it's for you."

The poor weed before me was dying or dead,
No bright vibrant colors, no yellow or red.
But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave.
So I reached out my hand and said, "Just what I need."

But instead of him placing the flower in my hand,
He held it mid-air without reason or plan.
It was then that I noticed for the very first time
That weed-toting boy could not see, he was blind.

I heard my voice quiver, tears shone like the sun
As I thanked him for picking the very best one.
"You're welcome," he smiled, and then ran off to play,
Unaware of the impact he'd had on my day.

I sat there and wondered how he managed to see
A self-pitying woman beneath an old tree.
How did he know of my self-indulged plight?
Perhaps in his heart, he'd been blessed with true sight.

Through the eyes of a blind child, at last I could see
The problem was not with the world, it was me.
And for all of those times I myself had been blind
I vowed to see beauty, and appreciate what's mine.

I held that wilted flower up to my nose
And breathed in the fragrance of a beautiful rose,
And smiled as the boy, another weed in his hand,
Went to change the life of an unsuspecting old man.

Yes,

2011-10-21T22:38:00.001+11:00

We both are different in our own way.
You speak through logic.
I speak through emotion.
But thanks to you, I have learnt a lot and how to train my mind.

When you explain things or your opinions towards other people,
you are so direct that you pierce the brick flawlessly.
But when I express my opinions and explanations towards other people,
I place the brick in acid and let it dissolve naturally.

Emotion is a powerful tool. It's the catalyst towards are well-being, our future selves and our perspectives with a sprinkle of logic.

'I'M ON THE TEAMMMMM'

2011-10-19T16:39:00.001+11:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA. i GOT MY INTERNET BACKKKK!! YAYYYYYY! ^.^ !!
Either way, even without the computer, I still manage to not do much productive work :/
Been watching anime, That's so Raven and The Suite Life of Zack and Cody.
God, I miss those shows :( Now they have weird ones.. :/ hmph. T.T

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHHA. I love this episode. Raven, you were one of the best. ^___^
-
Anyways, Year 12 technically started yesterday. Everything is sooooo... weirdly placed and out-of-place. o_o' One minute I'm saying random stuff and going 'WTHH I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I JUST SAID'... and the next minute I'm just talking like an idiot normally with friends. o_o'
Huh?
Either way, it's like zombie mood in classes nowadays. Why does Biology and Food Tech have so much damn content dammit D8< *kicks ... something.. o.o*

Tutor in 1hr.

Also, how are the grouping for the cabin ganna work out for our group :/?

Idioms.

2011-10-07T11:13:00.001+11:00

Idioms.

'What you don't know can't hurt you.'
&
'Beauty is only skin deep'.

If you're not a fan of idioms, you should still look into the meanings of these two. :3

Random Thought.

2011-10-07T11:10:00.001+11:00

So, I am SO paranoid, to the point where I question myself 'What if someone spontaneously stab me unexpectedly'? This is what I get for watching horror movies, hence I dislike horror for give me such paranoia. T_T
Since, I was thinking, 'What if your will to survive is as great enough in order to survive the stab?' I picture myself in the situation, however, I don't know the feeling of it so I'll never know, and hope I never will. >.<'

Yeah, my lack of knowledge on the human body is strictly limited, thank god there's google. ROFL.
But I'm seriously petrified of this event. Whether it may be happening to me or someone else, I would NEVER want this to happen :/

Just great ...

2011-10-05T21:40:00.000+11:00

The title sounds sarcastic, but it's not. Just a relaxing tone I guess ^.^

I'm going to update.
HA HA HA.
What's been happenin'?

Spent like.. 5days (I think) At home playing Plants vs Zombies and a lot of random stuff. x]
It's been a blur, these last few days.. o________o
~
Yesterday, I don't even remember much. All I remember is randomly joining my sister's video conversation on Skype and ended up arguing with one of them in an interchanging asian-indian accent for about 5-10mins non-stop. Ended up shouting and both our voices died and started to go funny XDDDD
'YOU SUK DA NOODAL' , seriously reminds me of MyChonny. That was hilarious. hehe.
~

By all means, I'm crazy, strange, odd, random, retard and happy. :D

You shall enjoy the random Arashi ad selling a phone. LOL. Hilarious and cute xD

Memories of my Retardedness.

2011-10-03T13:39:00.000+11:00

Haven't been on Bebo for AGES.

Majority are 'cosplaying' or more like 'pretending' to be anime characters.. But, I miss those memories. :)

Anime Characters:
Rinrin
Random Acc for Fun
Satella

Actual One: Click Here (made this after acc got deleted and cbb after that) HAHAHA. xD

and.
I love this page. :) Everyone looks so young and cute!! x]

Now I have links if I want to look back! :D YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

HAHA

2011-09-28T15:32:00.002+10:00

From Facebook :3

Just for the entertainment. :)

Apparently, I killed an Easter Egg. HAHA.

Pick the month you were born in:
January - I kissed
February - I killed
March - I ran naked with
April - I slapped
May - I shot
June - I cuddled with
July - I cleaned
August - I ran shirtless with
September - I stabbed
October - I ate out with
November - I slept with
December- I laughed with

Pick the day (number) you were born on
01 - the kool-aid man
02 - a horse
03 - a popstar
04 - a toothbrush
05 - you
06 - The Trojan man
07 - your boyfriend
08 - your mom
09 - an emo kid
10 - a homo
11 - Paris Hilton
12 - Justin Bieber
13 - a teacher
14 - a cat
15 - a pickle
16 - paris hilton
17 - a bisexual
18 - a dog
19 - an orange
20 - a crackhead
21 - a bowl of cereal
22 - an easter egg
23 - Kobe Bryant
24 - a carton of milk
25 - a jar of honey
26 - a fork
27 - a stripper
28 - a french fry
29 - your dealer
30 - a homeless guy
31 - your grandma

Stress Relief Video?

2011-09-28T12:52:00.003+10:00

Stress-free?

HAHAHA DUCKYY

Just relax and enjoy the ride.

2011-09-28T09:59:00.000+10:00

'You philosophise philosophy'

Haha, I guess I sort of do. Converting your logic to emotions AND logic works out for me, but your opinions and words are still important. :)

~

The cold-hearted period of Spring. The season where plants pollinate others or themselves. Rain is needed, so is the Sun. The ultimate balance.
But Winter is still the best >w< !! kyaaa~!

Anyways, updating.
Okay, so I ended up going out a few times (different reasons such as for family or friends) and end up going to random places. Never thought, that going out would make me slightly sick. The impulse buying, the food, the entertainment, the walking.
Or it's just me because of Becky's party at night.. I'm not a night person.. maybe that's why I'm tired. LOL.

NTS: Study soon or I'll regret it, badly.

NOOOO!

2011-09-22T20:53:00.002+10:00

Mr Simple by SJ is now stuck in my head...
and I wonder why... *looks at the people that were in the art room youtubing..* LOL

Let's type.

2011-09-21T15:44:00.002+10:00

I feel sick. Yet it's hidden, discreetly hidden.
I don't want it nor need it.
It kinds of sucks to have things thrown at you. I know, it's common, the idea was probably repeated so many times that it lost its meaning, significance and sympathy towards society.
Anyways,
its still nice to smile with everyone, just storing the negativity for another day and move on from it, it feels good to do so.
However I don't get why I get moody at home. o.o I don't really get myself. Hm...

Anyways, I feel bad. I'm sorry that I couldn't do much. I'm sorry you can't really understand me. I'm sorry that you ask me favours, but you knew it usually leads towards paranoia.
*sigh*
I don't know what to do..
Just blogging like a noob. :/

This quote...

2011-09-19T14:30:00.002+10:00

This quote will either:
- haunt me
- give me hope
- enhance my paranoia
- increase my optimism
- irritate me
- make me look forward in life
- make me not forward in life
- tell me to get over the fact that life is like this and accept it for the way it is.

In this world, this time, this life, in this universe,

'Anything is possible.'

The Changing of Season.

2011-09-19T08:30:00.000+10:00

Spring.
Where the blossoming of various, indifferent flowers and plants.
The change of weather.
The change of surroundings.
The change from Winter to Spring.

But, this humid and boiling season can really affect one's mood greatly.
It doesn't feel comfortable,
nor does it feel familiar any more.
The cold chills and wet weather is now de-materialising, after 3 months of Autumn and 3 months of Winter.

Basically saying,
I MISS WINTERRRRRRR !!! D:
Spring IS beautiful and nice, but I still like the cold and the chills I get from the freezing temperature.
tehehe.

-

Confidence: ↓
Mood: ↕
Sleepiness: ?

Japanese Practise.

2011-09-13T19:56:00.002+10:00

This is just going to be a practise for the Japanese writing examinations coming up. So, just ignore this post if you don't know what the heck it's saying. LOL.

今日はまあまあだと思う。今朝、父が仕事の所に早く行かなければならないので、私とケリーという妹は早く起きなければならなかった。まだつかれた。そして、学校に車で父が私と妹をつれて行ってくれた。
今日は数学の試験があるので、試験の前に、みんなが心配して、緊張したと思う。でも、まあまあだった。
みんながテストを終わってよかったと思うそうだった。
そのあと、スポーツをしなければならないので、ざんねんだったけど、先生がやさしいので、勉強の時間をあげてよかった。

今、生物を勉強している。ちょっとむずかしいけど、がんばるよ。
ああ、今母は晩ごはんを食べてくださいと言っている。
じゃ、これでね。
バイバイ！

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2011-09-07T20:54:00.003+10:00

Kelly's friend = A
Mum = M

On the phone
A: Hello, is Kelly there?
M: Um, no Kelly is going somewhere. (asian accent)
A: Where did she do?
M: Far, far away. (asian accent)
Kelly & I: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . xDD

Going dinner with family . YAY :D

Quote:

2011-09-07T06:21:00.003+10:00

Code Geass Never Fails Us All:

Happiness is like glass.It may be all around you, yet be invisible. But if you change your angle of viewing a little, then it will reflect light more beautifully than any other object around you"
- Lelouch Lamperouge

I want to keep breathing while I still can.

2011-09-07T06:17:00.004+10:00

So, lately, I've been going fghlafldhsjkga lately ... I just wanna go to sleep and wake up and become an 8 year old or something...
I want to go back when I didn't even know the world around me
I want to go back where I thought time was going slower.. and slower..
I want to sit here and realise that it's inevitable that time is moving effortlessly and I should accept that
I just need... time.
Ironically enough,
it defines me.
Grr..

-

Anyways, just finished my Photography assignment. took around 4 hours to do (considering that's actually pretty good for an assignment). Usually they take 6 + hrs :/
Forgot this assignment until it was 8pm last night, this is what I get for re-watching an awesome anime. Now my mind is emotionally influenced by it and I can't get out of it D8< WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
And it was about how the world and it's destruction within humanity... The plot is too damn good :/

-

Why do I act like a child as much as I can?
Because I know,
that once my time is up,
I can't go back.
Realistically, I can't.
So my only option is through imagination.
Where everything never ends.

I guess I'm weird. 'Nuff Said. LOL. Sorry for the retarded post... Need to get better soon.. o.o

No relaxation.

2011-09-05T18:16:00.000+10:00

I don't know why.
I just feel restricted.
That's it.

The funny thing is,
I already know why,
it's just I don't feel well.
I don't feel right.
I feel odd.
I feel that something is out there to get me.
I'm scared and tired.
I don't want to move in time.
I want to pause.
Stop.
That's all.

I don't like limits.
Limits can do die in hole where it will never create instability towards people ever again.

I don't know what the hell is going on. o-o

It may be the last.

2011-08-31T07:32:00.000+10:00

So...
Where the heck do I start from?

I guess no where.. ;__;
-

Anyways, have a load a work that I need to do.
School and tutor are killers.
Where the mentality closes down within the kill.
Objects fly from one to another as they hit lifelessly towards the face
damaging your sanity and enhancing the pain within.
Figures blurred and figures come towards you
leaving a dent, a scar,
No one knew. No one knows.
Because the figures will come back and haunt you where you vulnerability holds in tightly.
You search and seek.
You laugh as the world goes bleak.
Nothing understands nor stands in your place.
Never to be understood nor taken care of
as the world collapses gently to a silent
explosion.
Beautifully.

-

I don't know how I got from a complaining statement to a poem (ish?) wtff.. o-o

Running Backkk~

2011-08-14T21:25:00.000+10:00

I don't know the purpose of this post tbh.
I just feel like saying something.
I guess.
Hmm..

HELLO. WHAT ISH UUPPPPPPP
o_o'
wtf
okay..

-

I don't feel well. There's a massive block of crap in my mind and it's quite frankly, unable to function with the term 'homework'. I want to sleep and play games to just get out of reality for a while while I'm still a kid. I guess the reality is going to hit me hard soon, yeah? Guess so.
I'm Year 11 going on to Year 12 and I'm petrified of the upcoming HSC, a torturous event which will frighten all Year 11&12s.
Dayum.

NTS: When Term 4 arrives, I shall have no life for the next 365-ish days or when the HSC is done. (Hope it's possible)

LOL.

2011-08-10T23:07:00.000+10:00

Random Moments:

Just looked at that Census thingy since my mum doesn't really know how to fill it in... this question was just weird.
''Does each person in this household agree to his/her name and address and other information on this form being kept by the National Achives of Australia and then made publicly available after 99 years?'
o__o' I don't know why, but I just went WTH? LOL. yesh.. 99 years... o__o'

-

Oh, and at some point there was a convo with me and my mum:
(keep in mind that it's in canto, italics for what was actually said in English)
Me: Mum, what's our mortgage?
Mum: Mortgage?
Me: Yeah. For the house.
Mum: Don't know. Wait, what is it?

Me: Mortgage.
Mum: What?
Me: Mortgage.
Mum: What?

Me: Mortgage.
Mum: What?

ME&Sister: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

(ends up searching it on google translate to Viet)

Yeah, random repetitiveness. Was funny at the time, so yeah xD.

'My Heart Will Go On'

2011-08-09T20:42:00.002+10:00

Such a beautiful song.

:)

...
.....

:]]
HAHA SMILEY FACES.

The Piano

2011-08-08T19:46:00.000+10:00

So, I decided to research a piano song I sort-of played and the movie it was played in.
And,
Oh,
my,
Gawd.
This song fits the movie perfectly. It's such a calming and dramatic song.
The song is 'My Heart Asks Pleasure First' by Michael Nyman.
...
Hm, I'll just let you guys listen to it. :) I guarantee you'll love it. (If you don't, then...I'm sorry T.T)

Just a little thought,

2011-08-08T17:48:00.000+10:00

Why dream and yearn for someone with no flaws, when having no flaws is a flaw itself?

Like they always say, 'Your imperfections are what make you perfect'.

-

I need a break from anime.

Ohkay, time is essential by all means.

2011-08-08T06:50:00.000+10:00

So,
been very busy lately. I can't keep up with this 'I'll-do-it-later' attitude towards my work :/
I can keep up, but it's always temporary. D:
Anyways, atm, I'm currently printing my FT assessment. LOL. Sucks... Then I have maths and japanese. T__T

Life's been interesting, ish. A bit of good and bad.

I'm so damn tired... *sleep *

Peaceee.

2011-07-24T18:39:00.001+10:00

I need to relax before I go crazy...

O_O

Breathee .

2011-07-23T11:44:00.000+10:00

So,
It's been raining for a while and thunder has been entitled to scare the living daylights out of us at some point (I think it was Thursday..?). Hm...

Right now, I don't know what to think. Life is going to fast to the point where death begins to scare you, just slightly. But what can I do? :/ Can't do much to a universally inevitable part of life, yeah?

-

Anyways, SCHOOL.
It just lovesssss stressing the crap out of us D: First week was pretty good, considering haven't seen everyone for a longgg while! D: Hm..

This post doesn't have much of a purpose o_o' except saying random stuff LOL.

Sometimes,

2011-07-13T18:01:00.002+10:00

Don't think,
just watch.

Yet, another random post.

2011-07-06T17:09:00.000+10:00

I seriously feel bad for not posting... so I'll make up for it from the past, and probably for the future. ;__;

Today, I truly understand the torture of parents always driving the family to multiple places.

My noob Journey: (Since getting my L's, here was my driving recount of the day)
My house -> Grandma's[CanleyV] (10-15mins)
Grandma's -> Cabra (5-10mins; including the ghey parking D: <)
Cabra -> House (15mins)
House -> Burwood (30-40mins)
Burwood -> DFO (10mins(ish))
DFO - >Grandma's (30mins)
Grandma's -> home. (10-15mins)

;___; Also having two parents in the car telling you what to do at the same time while contrasting each other's opinions is not pretty. D:

I'm dead tired...
T.T

YUM CHA~!

2011-07-06T09:32:00.000+10:00

Going to YumCha soon. teheheh :3

And I'm still a bit off with the 'My-cup-of-water-decided-to-evaporate-by-itself-in-the-middle-of-the-night' kind of event. I swear, I don't remember drinking it O__O
WTFFFF
LOL.

Also, checked with the optometrist, and both eyes are -0.25 ;_;
I don't want to wear glasses!! Sounds scary T.T

Once upon a time...

2011-07-05T18:18:00.000+10:00

Where I'll scream with the feeling of freedom through my veins,
Jump and fly into the distance,
Smile through all the laughter and tears
and learn
that life
ain't that bad.

Right now,
I'm walking... I'm walking but I don't know where I'm going...it's very insecure knowing that what lies ahead may either hurt you or heal you. I want to find something I once found before,
the person I want to be, the person I need to be.
I just need to know where to go, and what to do,
But,
ain't happenin'. :L
I know that pretty damn well.
Anyways, I don't know why I'm spouting weird things out but...I'll find a way.
:3

父へ、

2011-06-29T16:05:00.000+10:00

You're finally home. A day off from work.
You haven't had a day away from work since 3-4months ago. And the fact you're gone from 8am-midnight...

Each day I wonder if you'll be fine, considering you are very reckless ... that's a bit worrying to the family.
But you're strong, it's just the repetition probably got boring to you, didn't it?
You're like a kid. But you're also an adult.
You NEED someone to take care of you, to make sure you're fine and healthy. Yet, you don't listen to us, and ignore. Do what you want and think 'It'll be fine'.

I want to have decent conversations. And not get mad at you because of what you did wrong. Just talk, cause I'm scared of the movement of time... Everything is too limited for me to bare such consideration of the future possibilities.

But, I'm glad you had a break. And you're home where I can find you and know that you are okay.
ただいま、お父さん。

Blur, nothing but a blur in the shadows.

2011-06-23T15:52:00.000+10:00

So, today was flag day for Yr 7&8 and Yr 9&10.
It was..... hm... I actually don't know O_O, I reckon it was pretty good :)
Then again, there was a few 'blah' points, but it's all good ~

Too tired to even type down the details.. xD
But I'll do it in dot points~
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHRISTINE~ ! :D <3
- The room in G5 was the Chinese, Viet & Shaolin.
- Everyone came into the room and started partying as if it was like a club o:
- The guys ended up doing these.. fighting techniques? LOL. I don't know xD
- Everyone was jumping to the point where the floor might collapse :L
- Ended up moody with no reason o.o
- Walking without shoes on grass and concrete kills...
- Dance Finale was fail behind the scenes :L xD
- Dead tired to the point of collapsing~
- Literally experiencing the side effects of a paranoiac state. Aiya.

wahh~

Lost in the Crowd.

2011-06-19T14:43:00.000+10:00

Walking can be fun,
or annoying,
or even tiring,
or a drag,
but at least you're going somewhere.

Lately, I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm strictly limited of what I can do and what I can't do. T.T

-

Anyways, haven't been on since I got a new phone that doesn't eve support 3G internet and my home internet is already at its peak~ T________________T oh wells. Now I can actually do my hw :3 Or just procrastinate it again... aiyaa. X.X

Basically, I'm lost. Can't really elaborate on it, but I'm lost.

Short Post.

2011-06-10T22:55:00.001+10:00

Before I go to sleep...

Things I need to take in to consideration for the the upcoming week,
- Mum will pick up my new phone on Monday.
- Mimi's awesome amazing race on Monday.
- Need to go Cabra or ct for chinese dresses for flag day.
- Need to watch Strickly Ballroom from tutor by Thursday.

...
I cant think.. o_o

I look around and my vision had an immediate blur.

2011-06-07T19:43:00.000+10:00

Looking life from afar and looking it close and personal,
can seriously change your perspective immediately.
Your optimism is strong,
as each encounter of a dilemma builds up a wall of resilience.
You like at yourself as if 'life sucks'.
It does, as it's inevitably true.
Nevertheless,
That's just an opinion.
Every opinion either kills us, or heals us.
But, it's only a perspective of an individual. Whether that person is significant or not in your life, it'll always be an opinion.
Nothing's really a fact.
Even for science. No theory can define what the future may hold. The process of a paradigm shift continues each lifetime, each oncoming generation and it changes.
Theory = statement with evidence whacked on and is seemed to be plausible.
But that's a different matter.
One of the best types of opinions in the optimistic, honest statements/compliments etc.
It's straightforward, it's not doubtful and it's hopeful. It can bring a smile.

There is no definition of life.
All we can do,
is to only think of possibilities of its purpose and meaning.

Quote:

2011-06-05T17:02:00.001+10:00

I have to tell my people that climate change is real. What is happening today is because of human activities. Sometimes people think that... 'It's the end, the end is coming.' But it's not the right way to say that. It's not the end. But it's a wake up call to us.
- Teleke Peleti Lauti

Um?

2011-06-04T21:01:00.000+10:00

I don't remember the last time I blogged. But, OH WELLS.
Anyways, it was Jenny's Bday outing today. :D
Went to a Korean Buffet and it. was. yummmmmmy.
Their food are so spicy T.T I think that's the reason why I have a minor stomach ache D: aiyaaa.
It was a good day, (excluding any subconscious analysis) just loved it :D

I don't even know how to describe the day! More like I'm too lazyyyy
hehe.

I just wanna sleepppp and relaxxx... zzz

I don't know the purpose of this post, but oh wells. :3

So,

2011-05-28T21:10:00.000+10:00

Okayyyyyyy
Hectic week(s) ahead of me.
Got so much to do, I think I'll explode.
Then again,
BRING IT. :D

Going to finish as much as I can, while balancing with other things as well :)

I need like a mini-calender somewhere on my computer where I can put notes. o-o

What I thought, What I'm thinking, What I will think.

2011-05-24T16:19:00.000+10:00

I want to be helpful to friends.
But they say I have already helped them and it's enough.
You feel that you haven't helped enough.
Why?
Because a problem/issue will inevitable fall upon each of our faces, resulting into ourselves being in distress.
Because of that, I want keep helping and I don't mind getting nothing in return. Knowing that they are okay, happy and smiling wholeheartedly, then that's my thank-you gift.
That kind of thought, I want to make someone happy, even though I can't make everyone in the world happy, I'm trying until I reach my limit.

Sucks how there are times when I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like crap at times. Can't think of anything... :/

Right now. Things should go well,
let's hope.

I'm scared, but I don't know of what. o.o ;;

-

So damn tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

NTT DoCoMo PHONEEE! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Hm...

2011-05-22T09:17:00.000+10:00

So,
yesterday was supposed to be 'Judgement Day'.
And October 21st is suppose to be 'The World is going to end' Day??
=.='

I don't what's going on with all this... whatever you call it.
But,
What the heck?
._.'

Angel Beats.

2011-05-20T20:47:00.001+10:00

エンジェルビーツ。

One hope, one light, one star, a million possibilities.
Stare up and tell me what you think when you look at the sky.
Tell me now,
Tell me the feelings screaming that were scarred from the past.
Tell me what you feel.
Don't tell me your confused.
Cause you will know in the end. Some day you will come up to me and tell me what you thought before in the past and what you are currently thinking.
Compare them.
Smile to me.
Tell me that you understand.
And keep walking to the chosen path of the unknown.

The brilliance of the illuminate light, shines brightly at our delicate eyes, tries to withstand the glare and mystery of a path created for you.

This is what happens when I watch anime, I DON'T MAKE ANY SENSE. D;

hisashiburi~ :D

2011-05-19T15:48:00.000+10:00

Sometimes, finding yourself can be fun, but slightly frightening.
I want to be someone that I can say I am proud to be. Finding myself, finding the path.
I'm slightly paranoid, but hope it goes for the best.

Anyways,
EXAMS ARE DONE! WOOOOO! (maybe...)
Got one last piano practical exam on Saturday. WAHHH!

And now I need to go tutor...
JA NYAA !

GOOD LUCK TO ALL.

2011-05-09T07:42:00.000+10:00

Good luck to all examinees for the coming up half-yearlies that shall all begin from today. HOPE YOU GUYS ALL PASS!!! <3

-

Throw a brick to my head, THEN I'll wake up. Since I'm still fast asleep as I'm typing this.. T__T
Everything has to go fine, where else can it go?

What now.

2011-05-08T11:25:00.000+10:00

I'm too tired to stress. Since I slept for 11 hours.
My mind seems for silent, and calm from yesterday. Considering it was pretty hectic :L
Oddly my feet aren't sore from laser tag...There has to be a catch to this O_O
Got maths examinations tmrrrrrrrr and I'm not even started with studying... I just woke up dammit!! T_T
Also, my stupid iTunes is being a noob D: only backing up 500 songs when I originally have 1000? WHAT'S THIS D:

-

Anyway, still had a blast yesterday :) however had to leave early D: oh wells.

I LOVE THIS PART.

2011-05-03T17:47:00.002+10:00

CLICK TO ENLARGEEEEEEE !

Ugh...bad after taste.. D:

2011-05-02T15:26:00.000+10:00

For some reason, every time I eat a specific type of bread from Cabra, I always feel sick TT_TT.. Need ice cream!!! D:< MWAHAHAHAHA~
Anyways, it's the start of May :) Such a nice month ^^ excluding all the half-yearly exams, piano exams and homework........!
STRESS. And stupid Sony Vegas 9 won't work on this computer D:< My luck is running dry.. it's starting to crisp as well.. DDD:

Anyways, todayy ~
ENGLISH - Did the survey thing and was randomly talking about it~ Apparently we did a worksheet that our year 9 class did before, and she wasn't supposed to give it to us at that time... LOL.
PHOTOGRAPHY - I still don't know why I get confused between proof sheet & test strip.. O__O
RECESS - Looking through our japanese listening questions and going WTF on majority of them :L
FOOD TECH - Did some sheets on the assessment on food~ and survey everyone in the whole class of what is their favourite food~
JAPANESE - GAHHHH! I don't like speaking D: I don't even remember which structure is a junior or senior structure or not D: AIYAAAAA! It's good for the class, but it's so much pressure :/ AHH!
LUNCH - Went up to the photography room and did a print~ I think I need to re-do it since it's pretty dark o.O HAHAHAHAHA, Jessica's scare attack on Kim xD priceless reaction once again!
BIOLOGY - Learning about Distribution and Abundance~ And colouring/drawing a hobo glove on Jess' hand with a black pen :D The fact that Hassein's message was still there xD. haha, then she tried to wash it off and ended up looking like a gore-like, wrinkly effect on her skin :L.

Funny day. x]

Reaching To You/君に届け/Kimi ni Todoke　by May's.

2011-04-30T18:33:00.001+10:00

This song beautiful :)
I cannot stress on how calming and emotional this song is!
I'll place the lyrics+video underneath so you know what the heck I'm talking about xDD

どうか今だけは振り向かないで

夕暮れさわぐ風触れそうな距離

君を見つめてるずっと

please, just for now, please don't turn around

the evening, the rustling wind, the distance of nearly touching

i could keep looking at you, forever

君に届け君に届け

叶わない恋でもいい傷ついてもいい

何度でも伝えたい

i'm reaching to you, i'm reaching to you

even an unrequited love would be fine, to get hurt too would be fine

no matter how many times, i want to tell you

君が好きで君が好きで

眠れない夜でもいい朝が来なくてもいい

何度でも伝えたい君に届け

i like you, i like you

even sleepless nights would be fine, if morning didn't come it would be fine

no matter how many times, i want to tell you, i'm reaching to you

今日も思い出がひとつ増えてく

ため息ためらいさえ愛しいくらい

君を待っていたずっと

today too, my memories of you increase

your sigh, even if it's only a hesitation, is still dear to me

i have waited for you, forever

君に届け君に届け

叶わない恋でもいい傷ついてもいい

何度でも伝えたい

i'm reaching to you, i'm reaching to you

even an unrequited love would be fine, to get hurt too would be fine

no matter how many times, i want to tell you

君が好きで君が好きで

眠れない夜でもいい朝が来なくてもいい

何度でも伝えたい君に届け

i like you, i like you

even sleepless nights would be fine, if morning didn't come it would be fine

no matter how many times, i want to tell you, i'm reaching to you

君に届け君に届け

叶わない恋でもいい傷ついてもいい

何度でも伝えたい

i'm reaching to you, i'm reaching to you

even an unrequited love would be fine, to get hurt too would be fine

no matter how many times, i want to tell you

君が好きで君が好きで

眠れない夜でもいい朝が来なくてもいい

何度でも伝えたい君に届け

i like you, i like you

even sleepless nights would be fine, if morning didn't come it would be fine

no matter how many times, i want to tell you, i'm reaching to you

:/

2011-04-30T10:26:00.000+10:00

Screw it, gahhhhh.
Not having the best days atm.
Stupid hard drive.
&
Stupid school laptop. = ='

I WANT MY ANIME BACK DAMMIT.
Copying anime into a hard drive that has the folder but does not contain the files is just wtf. Technology is taking its toll... = = ..

Once you're in place, it's all real from there on.

2011-04-27T22:05:00.000+10:00

AFHBDGKJA;DKF;AKGDJGSJFSKGLDJFADSFSGDLKGJLS

Just got my L's today! yay! :3
Since it was odd knowing that I have seen every single question from the practice tests on RTA, and did not even touch the handbook. LOL.
Since I was excited to start driving, ended up asking my mum if I can drive tonight, and she agreed.
Considering the fact that the next time I'll be able to drive will be like... a long time from here since rents are always busy D:<
Then,
there were two teeny, tiny problems...
1. It was sprinkling, hence wet grounds.
2. It was at night, considering it's my first time. TT_TT
I haven't been so scared in my life O_O whoever says that driving is fun, oh god, that's going to take a while for me to believe.. O__O
LOL

- mum told me to do a U-turn (wthhh!) and I slightly bumped on the side of the road.
- got paranoid by every single car that came up at me.
- I suck at multitasking.

Plus,

2011-04-25T19:30:00.001+10:00

I have never played Tekken with such tension before. Dang, it feels awesome and fun. xD

What to look for, what to wait for, what to do when you know time is running out.

2011-04-25T18:33:00.000+10:00

I just don't get it.
At one point I want to stay as kid and live childish, however I want freedom.
And another when I want to grow up and get freedom, be with great and loving people, however I want to go back to being a child and live freely. :/
What to look forward to?

Some bits in the future are starting to grow thorns and piercing the skin quite horridly. I can't stand it really. :/
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Sorry for the indirect post ._.'
-

100 Truths.

2011-04-21T21:25:00.000+10:00

Got this off fb~ o:

1. Real name: Cindy Tran

2. Nickname(s): I don't really have a proper nickname o-o

3. Favourite color: blue/aqua

4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary School: Chester Hill North P.S

6. Middle School: -

7. High School: Chester Hill H.S

8. College: preferably UNSW

9. Hair Color: black

10. Tall or Short: short. ._.'

11. Sweats or jeans: jeans

12. Phone or Camera: Phone

13. Health freak: sometimes ^^'

14. Orange or Apple: both :D

15. Do you have a crush on someone: nope

16. Eat or Drink: eat

17. Piercings: none

18. Pepsi or Coke: coke

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: yes

20. Been in a relationship: yes

21. Been in a car accident: yes

22. Been in a fist fight: never o-o

23. First piercing: nope, and don't plan to :L

24. Close friend(s): They know who they are :)

25. Are you gay: no

26. First crush: Year........5-6? If I remember correctly.

27. First word: no idea. O_O

29. Last person you talked to: Kelly

30. Last person you texted: Jessica

31. Last person you watched a movie with: I don't remember O_O

32. Last food you ate: asian food. YUMMM.

33. Last movie you watched: I don't remember TT_TT. It's all anime for me D:

34. Last song you listened to: I'll be there for you - The Rembrandts

35. Last thing you bought: Arashi Anniversary 5x10 Tour DVD ^___^

36. Last person you hugged: *thinking...thinking* I CAN'T REMEMBER D; holidays just kills my memory D:

FAVOURITE:

37. Food : a lot

38. Drink: water&juce

39. Bottoms: tights/jeans

40. Flower: no particular one.

41. Animal: birds

42. Colour : blue/aqua

43. Movie: any :L

44. Subject: Japanese/English

HAVE YOU EVER:

(Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [x] fallen in love with someone.

46. [ ] celebrated Halloween

47. [x] had your heart broken

48. [ x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation.

50. [ ] had a hickey

51. [ ] got pregnant.

52. [ ] had an abortion.

53. [x] did something I regret.

54. [ ] broke a promise.

55. [x] hid a secret.

56. [x] pretended to be happy.

57. [x] met someone who changed your life.

58. [ ] pretended to be sick.

59. [x] left the country

60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [x] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [ ] ran a mile.

63. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [x] disliked someone.

66. [ ] stayed single for 2 years since the first time you had a boyfriend/girlfriend.

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: not eating D:

68. Drinking: not drinking D:

69. Listening: dialogue from Lucky Star

70. Sitting/Laying: sitting

71. Plans for today: do work.

72. Waiting for: the motivation to move and do some damn work D:<

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids: Sure? o-o

74. Want to get married: yea

75. Career: Either Counselling psychologist or a Teacher teaching overseas. (preferably Japan :3)

76. Lips or eyes: both?

77. Shorter or Taller: I want to grow to at least 160cm D:<

78. Romantic or spontaneous: both :D

79. Quiet or crowded wedding: middle.

80. What you nom nom nom, other than food: nomnom

81. Hook-up or relationship: Hook up? Relationship

82. Looks or personality: Personality

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope

84. Snuck out of a house: nope

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: nope.

86. Killed somebody: nope.

87. Broke a heart: Yup

88. Been in love: yup

89. Cried when someone died: yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: Good question, but my answer is 'I have no idea'.

91. Miracles: I guess.

92. Love at first sight: I don't really care :/

93. Heaven: Probably.

94. Santa Claus: Nope.

95. Sex after marriage: Yup.

96. Ghosts: Somehow..yeah.

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now: yup :( all of my good friends TT_TT (I don't think that should be counted as a 'person', but oh wells.)

98. Do you know who your real friends are: yup

99. Do you believe in God: If you count Buddha, then yeah.

100. Post as 100 truths: I don't get this.. o-o

The river.

2011-04-21T10:19:00.000+10:00

...

Hmm.. no comment.

The holidays are ending within a week. Am I scared?

DAMN STRAIGHT, I'M PETRIFIED. O__O Why can't I stop with all this unwanted procrastination and actually do some decent studying TT_TT.

Haven't even got my L's and apparently my mum wants me to take it before school starts D: I don't even think I'm ready for it -.-'

Holidays are... fast? If I were to describe it in one go o-o'

That's what I get for slacking off TT.TT'

Anyways, went to the city yesterday with mum&sister. Ate there for breakfast, however got a stomachache coincidently afterwards... Anyways, looked around Chinatown and Market City. Found an awesome, cute japanese clothing store *w*!!!! ALL IMPORTED FROM JAPAN. BOOOM! Except that the prices were sky-rocketing (not surprisied ><) After that, bought an Arashi DVD Tour 5x10 :3 hehehehehe. & I should really control my spending - -'

Need to save up for a new phone~

Everything, everything you have witnessed, everything you have encountered, makes life interesting in a whole new level. Ironically we prefer to proceed life without worries, nevertheless, everyone will encounter the worse and the best.

The diving.

2011-04-17T10:35:00.000+10:00

Indoor Coaster.
Needle.
Target.
Family.
Unknown occurred death.
Fear.
Adrenaline.
Parking lot.
Reckless Driving.
Chased.
-
That was one wtf dream. It's like a crime scene o.O Except that the indoor coaster just doesn't fit in much. Wonder what's wrong with me now.. What am I lacking/fearing/yearning for now?
*checks on dreammoods.com*
Driving: To dream that you are driving a vehicle, signifies your life's journey and your path in life. The dream is telling of how you are moving and navigating through life. Fail, since I was recklessly driving. ._.
Family: To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love. It could also symbolize bitterness, jealousy, or rivalry, depending on your relationship with your family.
Needle: To see or use a needle in your dream, indicates that you need to mend some relationship or situation that has gotten out of hand. To dream that someone is using a needle, suggests that you need to incorporate and join together various aspects of your consciousness. The person was pricked by a needle hence somehow they were in danger?
Parking Lot: To dream that you are in parking lot, suggests that you need to slow down and take time from your daily activities. ...oh dear.

Now I cbb with the rest.. sort of got an idea anyway. I seriously need to relax completely.
Anyways, I NEED TO DO SOME WORK D: TT_TT..

The birds.

2011-04-12T10:38:00.000+10:00

What to do, What to do , what to damn do.

So far, I've been playing games and procrastinating. Did a decent amount of work, but not enough :/
WHERE'S THE MOTIVATIONN ?!
*looks under a pillow* TT_TT

In the mean time, I should start practice Japanese ._.' GAHHH !
イライラしている！

Bludge. Blur. Bum.

2011-04-07T21:48:00.000+10:00

yayayay! holidays are coming! Time to get to work! (maybe).
Work is piling like crazy.
People even think my weekly schedule is crazy.
1-2hrs of piano lessons + a total of 6 hrs of tutor (2 hrs for each consecutive day). = wtf.
I know that I mention if from time to time, and probably might annoy some people, but sometimes I find them lucky to have time for leisure and enjoyment once and a while.
Studying is good, but breaks/pauses is a significant necessity.

Anyways, going to type down the DRAFT half-yearlies on here before I forget:
M = Morning; AN = Afternoon
WEEK A
Monday M - Maths 2u
Tuesday M - Maths 3u
Wednesday & Thursday AN - Japanese Cont.
Friday M - English
WEEK B
Monday M - Photography
Tuesday M - Biology
Wednesday AN - FT

Gunshot.

2011-04-06T20:45:00.000+10:00

KABOOOM.

Argh. I seriously dislike permutations. Probability has never been a friendly topic to me. The only reason why is because there are more than one methods to do a variety of questions. DD:
$$##@%^$#!^@^$%^$#%#$%@#.
= ='

Is there something wrong with me? Is it all in my simplistic, little imagination that is overtaking me right now? Looking back of what you've done and going 'Holy crap, I should of not said that or they will misinterpret me and judge me and la di da.' .__.
What am I doing wrong?
:/

I'm afraid of unfortunate events in the future.
An invisible fear.
-

I can't even summarise properly without looking like a noob D:
Anyways, moving on..
got a bio test tmr, not happy due to not paying much attention to biology... .__.' oops.
-

If it happened for a reason, then you will prove to me it was meant to be.

Now I'm going to post this and not add any more spontaneous thoughts without proper structure. - -'

Ganbare~!

2011-04-05T14:17:00.000+10:00

It's the matter of effort you need and to create,
not the matter of what you currently have.

Even the 'unlikely' can be the 'likely', some day.

Do your best :)

Wow,

2011-04-04T14:53:00.000+10:00

The refreshing week.

There is so much I want to do, like random stuff I want to do in life xD
Here's a list:

Cosplay/Crossdress
Buy clothing online
Try and attempt dancing
Start drawing more
travelling
finish an AMV at some point..
volunteer work
attempt my L's

... I think there's more... but oh wells, these were in my mind for a while :D

If any ideas that were listed above in dot points made you go WTH, then I'm sorry o_o'

On the other hand, problems are indirecting arising. Oddly enough.

Let's see what I can do...

The Phase.

2011-04-01T19:19:00.000+11:00

Japanese students came to our school today~ waa~ why are they so cute D:?
Their innocence is sky-rocketing.
O_O !
Too bad that we only had 2 periods with them D: better than nothing, right?
Tried speaking to them, but sort of failed at the end.. still need more practice!!!! >.
-
Mum took my 500$ ... feels like I've been bank-robbed. D: wanted to use it for something else.. but oh wells.
-
My mind is losing it. After hearing that, I'm going nuts on paranoia. GAHHHHH !
-calm- ._. ~!
-
Work overload. Nuff said. = ='
People still think I'm crazy.

Something.

2011-03-30T20:08:00.000+11:00

I do not, I repeat, do NOT know what the heck is wrong with me.

One minute I'm fine, then sudden, I'm growing emotional of things that I'm not meant to be.

What the hell.

The thing and fear on my mind,

it's just that everything doesn't seem right.

I feel like I don't fit,

generally.

*trying to understand my mind*

I DON'T GET ITTTTT !! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

Anyways, I shall be back when I know what I'm talking about ._.'

The sky looks down upon us.

2011-03-26T10:58:00.000+11:00

Okayy. Recently I downloaded 'Sebelius', a program to compose music sheets.
Since I'm obsessed with a song and does not have any sheets available online ._., so I decided to make one. And it looks really retarded atm. :L

~

It will all come into place.

Just wait.

Look at what you have, then judge for yourself.

2011-03-22T15:13:00.000+11:00

Sometimes,
I look around,
I see black lines of darkness rushing out to the pure, open air as the voice screeches in agony and anger.
I see their need to cry, I see their invisible tears of a painful heart building the terror and blankness into their eyes.
Yet,
I ask, how long will this last?

Everyone has their bad moments, right?
They hide it all in until they spill the whole bottle out.
They spill, they clean up the mess,
and usually feel relieved afterwards.

The past happened, no need to bring it up, because there are people out there trying to look after you. That's when you need to realise the importance of the ones that matter, even though it does not relate to your current state, nevertheless, they scale high enough to break your chains of the past to something better.
'Who's more important? Important enough to stay with you in your ups and downs and support with all their heart?'
When you hear that, you start to think, and later smile gently.
Glad and relieved to know where you are going, and move from then on.
It's a nice feeling.

大丈夫。いつも、大丈夫だ。
＾－＾

I have always believed in this.

2011-03-17T21:06:00.000+11:00

I believe that in the end, everything will be okay. Always.

You have no idea how true this is.

= ='

2011-03-14T15:11:00.002+11:00

What the heck?

Something's definitely wrong.

2011-03-13T20:23:00.000+11:00

*BIGGG HUGGGG *

We all need one at some point, right? :3

CIИDY ; glimpsee.

ONE PIECE

Rageeeee

Swimming Carnival

Just A Dream.

Horoscope.

29 January 2012 - 4 February 2012

Left behind in some illusionary place.

Avatar the Last Air Bender Quotes:

My way.

Long ago...

Just a post.

Childhood Song.

海闊天空 (Boundless Oceans Vast Skies)

Beyond

Reflection

HAHAAHA. :L

Just a child.

Chillin' in peace.

Post before Camp

Weekly Horoscope!!!

This Week's Free Horoscope29 November 2011 - 5 December 2011

Humiddddd.

Blueee

Just...

Mondays are good.

This somehow looks good :3

Food Tech Excursion!

Just a Convo

Eyes are bleeddiiiiingggg ...

Horoscope!

1 November 2011 - 7 November 2011

In conclusion,

Ahem.

Laa

LOL.

Please.

tehehe.

Stories.

Yes,

'I'M ON THE TEAMMMMM'

Idioms.

Random Thought.

Just great ...

Memories of my Retardedness.

HAHA

Stress Relief Video?

Just relax and enjoy the ride.

NOOOO!

Let's type.

This quote...

The Changing of Season.

Japanese Practise.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Quote:

I want to keep breathing while I still can.

No relaxation.

It may be the last.

Running Backkk~

LOL.

'My Heart Will Go On'

The Piano

Just a little thought,

Ohkay, time is essential by all means.

Peaceee.

Breathee .

Sometimes,

Yet, another random post.

YUM CHA~!

Once upon a time...

父へ、

Blur, nothing but a blur in the shadows.

Lost in the Crowd.

Short Post.

I look around and my vision had an immediate blur.

Quote:

Um?

So,

What I thought, What I'm thinking, What I will think.

Hm...

This Week's Free Horoscope
29 November 2011 - 5 December 2011

Reaching To You/君に届け/Kimi ni Todoke　by May's.